The doctors were quick to assure the present members that nothing serious was happening to their leader. As far as the test showed it was pure emotional stress and he just needed some rest and quiet. They tried to reach the members that knew nothing of what had happened but they were unable to get a hold of Siwon, Heechul and Kyuhyun. Yesung suggested that Siwon might be at a filming set somewhere but they were not sure. Eeteuk was the one who knew all of their schedules by heart and he was currently unable to tell them who was where. Eunhyuk was pacing back and forth, cursing at the missing members and at Eeteuk and at the world.

“Hyuk, you need to calm down,” Donghae said as he approached the pacing male cautiously.

“I will not calm down! Why did he have to get himself worked up like that?! What good will that do?! He seriously needs to pull himself together! KANGIN IS DEAD!” Eunhyuk bellowed before he let himself slip down to the floor. The members stared at him with huge eyes. None of them knew of the conversations Hyukjae had had with the leader and they found his statement a bit random. Donghae crouched down next to him and tried to pull him into a hug. “He is not the only one who lost someone precious. We all lost Kangin!” Hyukjae said in a broken voice before the tears overpowered him and he hid his face in Donghae’s neck.

“I know, Hyuk, I know,” Donghae mumbled. They had all made sure to grieve the loss when Eeteuk was not around since the leader had been so very fragile at the time. Hyukjae kept sobbing.

“I don’t want to loose Teukie-hyung too,” he whispered through sobs, the real reason behind his outburst coming out. He was so worried about Eeteuk, about the leader not taking proper care of himself, about the leader giving up completely. He couldn’t bear the thought of loosing another hyung.

“You won’t, Hyuk. I promise. We will all be there for him. We won’t let him go easily,” Donghae assured as he let his fingers slip through the dancer’s red hair to calm him down. It seemed to somehow work.

“Guys, I reached Kyuhyun and Heechul, but still no luck with Siwon,” Yesung said from the corner he had been in.

“He probably is filming then,” Ryeowook said faintly. “Does anybody know what or where he is filming?” he asked but none of them knew.

“I wish we could go see him,” Shindong said as he was drumming impatiently on the small table beside his chair. They were all anxious even though the doctors had said Eeteuk would be fine. They wanted to see him and make sure he really was fine before they could rest.

“Where is he?!” Heechul screamed as he burst through the doors and looked frantically around for answers. He was scared beyond belief and totally out of his mind. Eeteuk was his best friend and the two of them were the pillars of Super Junior. They needed both of them to hold everything together.

“He is in a room. The doctors are running some final checks on him before we can go see him,” Yesung informed with his phone against his ear. “SIWON!” he yelled as he finally made contact with the taller male and hurriedly explained the situation. “Eeteuk is in the hospital, we need you here. No, I think he will be fine, it is nothing too serious so calm down, they are running some final tests but I am sure he would want you here… Yes, 4th floor. See you,” he said before hanging up and sighing in relief just as Kyuhyun entered the room.

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