" you know he's in a better place ... " Lay whispered into my ear. I couldn't stop crying ....my face turned red.....I could feel it...I could feel it that he wanted to replace him, but nobody can ever replace the friend that he was. Oh XiuMin , I'll never regret the days I spent with you...your smile...your laugh...your warm hugs.... All of these thoughts Were in my mind...! But all of a sudden Lay huged me. He never did before...but at the same time it was warm....it was really...almost like Xiumin's hugs..." I can't think like that no longer !! " that thought accidentally slipped out of my mouth....