~~~~~~ (you) p.o.v

~~~~ can I practise my confection on you?....um actually never mind ...I’m sorry for being weird just forget it ok?

 He said all of this while looking down and started to walk away

T.O.P! ...sure you can

Really? he said Still not looking at me

Yes I’m sure

My heart started to race and break at the same time ...the person i loved wanted to confess to me as practise for someone else ...we are best friends and best friends do this kind of things for each other right ?...people say if you love someone let them go and if they are really yours they will come back to you ....so i let you go seung hyun even though i know you will never come back to me ...but if i can hear you say i love you even if it’s not for me then it would make me the happiest person on earth

T.O.P pov                               

This was lame i know but it was the only way i could think of...i had to let out all the love and emotions i had in me...i thought she would say no but she didn’t which really made me happy ....i saw a bit of sadness in her eyes.

c-can you tu-turn around please

aish why am i stammering   she looked confused but turned anyway ..I’ve known her for so long so i know her facial expressions really well i slowly walked up to her and hug her from the back

i love you i whisper in her ear so only she could hear me even though we were alone

I’ve loved you for so long i can’t remember ...you have always been with me and i was never brave enough to tell you please forgive me

i felt her start to shake oh no what’s wrong ...she pulled away from me and faced me with tears in her eyes shaking her head

i-im so-sorry i thought i could help ....help you but i cant

before she could run away i grab her and hold her as tight as i could then made her look at me

~~~~~i love you only you from the moment i saw you

No – you can’t

Why! Why can i love you?

Because it’s not true ....you had other girlfriends you said you loved them too ...i only wanted you i’ve waited so long for this but for some reason i just cant believe you

She was finally looking at me and she saw the tears that was rolling down my face ...i was so happy she liked me but even more sad that she didn’t think my feelings was real

I only went out with other girls because you said i should you pushed me into going out with them when i only wanted you please believe me i want you to be mine only mine

I lean closer our face only an inch away surpassingly she leaned closer until our lips finally touched ....it was the first kiss i’ve been waiting for, for so long even though i went out with other girls i never kissed them we slowly pulled apart and i hugged her

Now do you believe me?

I could tell she was smiling as she nodded her head against my chest