There she is. Among all these people at the party, I only see her. It’s wrong in every way possible way to want something that doesn’t belong to you. It really makes me wonder how different things would have been had they gone a different way. Both Yonghwa and I auditioned for the role of Shinwoo. They said that they liked me, but I look too young. I accepted it. I had no envy. Yonghwa hyung did a great job and I wasn’t jealous that Christmas. But a year later, I find myself Jealous of him. Not because of all the shows he is on. Not because he is the most popular in the group. It’s her. Had I been chosen to be Shinwoo, maybe I would have been coupled with her. I hate that he doesn’t tell her his feelings. He acts like it’s a game. Had it been me, I would have told her from the very beginning. But it isn’t.
She keeps looking around. I want her to notice me, but she probably barely knows I exist. She can’t see me. She must be looking for him. 

“Kang MinHyuk.” Said a sweet voice.
She’s looking at me.
“SeoHyun…”
“Why are you here alone?” She sits next to me. I can’t believe it. I look around to make sure that she’s here just for me. No one.
“Oh I just wanted to think alone.” I answer.
“Are you a loner?” She puns, with a small laugh after. That sweet smile.
“Well I don’t feel like one anymore.”
Its funny. We never get awkward moments. Not like her and Yonghwa. We flow without problems. She even speaks to me in Banmal, which she can’t even do with Yonghwa. Maybe it’s because we’re the same age or something. Maybe something more. I look at her pretty hands and stare. She’s wearing it. The couples ring. He wears it all the time too. I know he’s in love with her but he doesn’t say it. Maybe he’s more like Shinwoo than I thought. Should I take advantage of this time?
“So what do you want for Christmas?”
I gulp. Is she reading my mind?
“Something that isn’t mine, is that selfish?”
She thinks, and nods, “Yes. You shouldn’t want others possessions if they’ve claimed them already.”
She was right. It is selfish, but he hasn’t claimed it.
“What do you want from Christmas, Seohyun?”
“Me?” she shakes her head, “ I just want to give”

My heart is beating…..I hate to betray YongHwa, but I have to tell her. I look up to see we’re under a mistle toe. My heart beats even faster.
“Seohyun I-“ I start, but she can’t hear.
“Yonghwa oppa!” She gets excited to see Yonghwa.
“Dance with me.” He said and toke her away. That night they became possessors of each other’s hearts. Right in front of me.