the two of you went down and went straight to the dining table.

"~~~~~!" gikwang said throwing a bottle of coke to you

you were surprised but you caught it right in time.

"psh. you think i wont catch it huh?" you smiled.

"you have skills now! very good" Gikwang said.and ruffled you hair

you pushed his hands "do that again and i'll punch you" you said

"then punch me" he did it again

"aish!!!!!!!!!" you were gonna punch him but your mom spoke. "enough joking with each other and eat. the food will get cold"

"so gikwang, where is you mom?" you mother asked.

gikwang paused and just looked at his plate. you and your mom looked at him.

you waved you hand and snap. gikwang put his head up and just smiled.

"well..... let's just ask another question. we were hoping for you letters but why didn't you write this past two years?" she asked

but then gikwang was still silent.

"aish, the guy turned deaf" you teased.

"yah, can you please feel others sometimes, look at your friend, he seems disappointed." she told you and turned to gikwang "dear, it's okay if you don't want to tell" 

gikwang sighed. you looked at him with worry "oppa..... are you alright?" you asked sincerely

gikwang looked at you and felt your sincerity that made him more guilty so he finally spoke.

"I'm alright ~~~~~, sorry for my behavior, well, since your like family to me, i'll tell you everything." Gikwang said.

"aniyo gikwang, it's alright, you don't have to force yourself." your mom said and you also nodded.

but gikwang still wanted to tell it to you.

"i will still say it." he paused, sighed and talked again. "two years ago, my parent's had an accident." he paused.

"a car accident, they came from work, the rain was really hard and i don't know, i guess the car slipped and bumped to another car. that was what everyone told me, the police, the people who saw it, everyone"

you eyes widened and your hand loosened making the spoon you were holding to dropped.

"o-o-oppa, im sorry, if you don't want to talk about it then dont, okay?" you said almost teary.

"aniyo, your the only family i have now, and im sorry for not telling you guys." he said with a teary eye.

"that's the reason why i didn't write a letter, i was disappointed for a long time. my grand parents was the one who took care of me and i came back to school again and met some friends, those friends made me feel happy again and get back to my normal self, i thought about it a lot whether to go back here or not but i said to myself, it would be unfair and selfish if i do not comeback." he added

"oppa..." that was the only thing you can say

gikwang looked at you and said "Don't worry, im alright now" he smiled. "and look at you, your gonna cry!" he teased.

"aish. you can still tease now" you said wiping you eyes, then you continued eating "eat, okay!" you told him

gikwang looked at you and smiled *hmmm, she's still the same, just tougher now. don't worry ~~~~-ah i'll smile now since i dont have any secrets to hide from you*

*hmm, look at this two, talking to each other like im not in here. aish, im glad they are together again.* your mom thought