Jessica POV:

"Yes kelly I'll be staying in my hotel tonight thank you," I said in a mixture of Chinese and English I ended the call and looked up to the sky remembering a painful memory 

December 4, 2014

"I'm sorry," I said softly I brushed a sweaty lock of hair from her forehead "I'm sorry," I said again 

She looked at me with sad and empty eyes "come back" her voice lingering hurt and despair almost begging

I think I wonder if I let the silence go on too long 

"No," I say at last touching two fingers to her lips with a miserable sort of fondness I closed my eyes as another tear trickled down. I hate myself. I hate myself for doing this to the person she loves so much I sigh saying it again "I can't"

curled into a crooked smile under my fingertips her hands rest on my cheek, cupping it she waited until I open my eyes "be happy then" she says quietly crestfallen and serene. Accepting my decision

I know that she doesn't know what to feel anymore to feel relief that I won't be stuck in between anymore, to feel hurt that I wasn't there anymore, or to be angry at the situation I knew it all I knew that she doesn't know

We lay together in silence, watching, knowing that this is the last. The End

We didn't know what happened next but all we know was we wanted to let it all out tonight. To release all the pent-up emotions from the past months with every kiss, every . We couldn't remember how much we screamed for each other or came together. We couldn't remember tears falling out throughout the night or the moans that escaped our every lip and all that I remembered was sneaking out while she mumbled my name not to go and I know all that she remembered was waking up with an empty bed without me. I was gone. Forever.

I closed my eyes and my tears started going out as I remember another painful memory

May 20, 2016

"Are you happy with him?" 

"Yes.."

Her face was smiling fondly but her eyes were full of sadness and emptiness even when she was hurt she still smiled and I knew that but instead of feeling guilty or concerned at least comforting her I just smiled happily while she suffer in silent

I open my eyes and stand up as I stand up I remember how she would carry me like a princess or a toddler I thought I moved on and that I lose my love for her but being in a relationship with Tyler for some times 

I realized no one could love as she could no one she treated me like I was the only one who mattered and put my needs above anything else

I started walking when a running girl came up to me "H-hey wait!" I shouted after she handed me the basket I look at the basket and saw a note I read half of it and my eyes almost pop out

"Daughter of Kwon Yuri"

"Wtf!?" I shouted loudly

"WAHHH!!!!" 

I jumped and immediately scooped the child out of the basket and started rocking her "I'm sorry I'm sorry don't cry anymore" then I saw the doll she is holding and remembered yet another memory

April 14, 2010

I was walking towards our door and saw my lover Kwon Yuri playing with the doll we both made For our Anniversary today "Seobang what are you doing?" I asked as I walked inside the room "Fixing Our Daughter!" I raised a brow and said, "a doll is our daughter?" "Yes!" She replied while nodding her head like a little kid I giggled and asked "we'll what's our daughter's name?" She thought for a while and answered "Sena-yeon Athanacia That's our Daughter's name!" 

I giggle again and asked, "why?" She sat on the bed and signaled me to sit on her lap and I gladly obligate to it she put the doll on my lap I hold the doll and examined it the doll was a regular doll but it was one of a kind since we used our belonging to make it it was a bunny doll I felt another hand in mine and I looked at my back

Yuri was staring at me as she leaned her head on my shoulder I shudder as she started talking "it's because Sena-yeon Start with an S like Sooyeon it ends with a Yeon like Sooyeon and lastly Athanacia means Ressurection a meaning that Royalty was only allowed to use meaning she is a princess Sena means Most Beautiful in the world while Yeon Means Little queen three things she inherited from Her Beautiful Mother which is you" she ended as she kissed me on the lips

she broke the kiss and smiled fondly at me full of love and adoration which I gladly replicate

This Doll is The doll we made I'm sure of it.

I unfold the note and read the whole thing and once I did tears started to overwhelm me again "damn you, Kwon Yuri" I said while sobbing and clutching the note

Daughter Of Kwon Yuri

Kwon Athanacia Diamond Sena-yeon