Chapter 13 : Karina's feelings

would you look at me

Karina pov

I woke up a little early this morning, I went to the shower, then I dried my hair and got dressed, then I looked at Giselle to see her sleeping, I smiled at her and approached her

' I don't know what happened to me but I keep falling more for her but I'm so afraid that she will reject me '

I pulled away her hair and looked at the details of her face. I couldn't help myself if I approached her and kissed her softly and then walked away from her because I knew that if I didn't stop now I would want more so I decided to wake her up

I said, "Giselle, get up."

She opened her eyes drowsily and got up lazily and looked at me and smiled

She said "good morning"

i smiled at her and brushed her hair, "Good morning, let's go take a shower and go out to eat. I'll go ask Winter if she wants to go out and then we'll go."

"Okay, I'll take a quick shower and get ready," she said.

I nodded to her and walked out of the room and then grabbed my heart,I have to control myself

I sighed and decided to go to Winter's room and ningning I went in to see Winter lying in her bed as if thinking of something

" Winter"

She suddenly turned and smiled at her

I said, "Winter, Giselle and I are going out. Are you coming?"

"No, I'm tired," she said calmly.

I smiled at her and arranged her hair before I went out to find Giselle in the living room and she looked so beautiful she smiled at me and we walked out

When we arrived at the café, I sat in front of her and we chose to eat sweets. We were eating quietly until I remembered what Gisele had said that day, so I looked at her to see her enjoying sweets.

I said hesitantly, "aeri."

She stopped eating and looked at me calmly and said, "What's the matter?"

I said hesitantly, "Do you really mean that?"

she looked at me in astonishment, "What?"

"That's what you said on the radio t-that you like me," I said softly.

She looked at me calmly and with a mysterious expression, then lowered her head to see her cheeks turning pink

"Yeah... I mean... I just said that," she said shyly.

i smiled at her shyness and asked her to finish her food, so she stopped talking and continued her food quietly

' So does she like me....I have to make sure...but I have to take care of something else'

After we had eaten, we decided to walk a little, although we were in silence, but this silent atmosphere was comforting for both of us

And after walking for a while, we decided to play a little, so we went to the gym and had fun a lot there. There were many games and tried them all. There are those who won me in them and there are those who let her win in them and on our way back the manager called and told us to go home so we came back quickly

When we got to the dorm, we sat on the sofa. I called winter and told her to come. After a while, she came and sat near to giselle. Then after a while, Ning came and sat quietly next to me.

"You will have a week off."

When we heard the manager say this is so hilarious because we are finally going to see our family but suddenly I remember that Ningie can't go to China because of Corona

I looked at her to see her silent and held her hands to look at me quietly

I said, "Ning-ah, come with me to our house. My Mom loves you and we'll have a great time."

I didn't want to leave her alone in the dorm

She smiled at me and said, "Thank you, Unnie, but I'd rather stay in the dorm. Don't worry, I'll be fine."

Giselle and I looked worried at Ning

Giselle said, "Are you going to be okay by yourself? I'm worried, come Ningning, come with me."

"Don't worry, Unnie," she said. "It's not like I'm going to burn down the house in your absence."

Ning got up and left my hand then said good night and went to her room

I looked at Winter, who didn't say a word, which is strange. Did she and Ning fight... Suddenly she said goodbye to us and went to her room?

I looked at Giselle to see her looking at me calmly and then smiled at me and said

"Don't worry, they'll make it out, let's go to sleep."

I nodded to her and we went to sleep and the next morning I woke up early and so did Giselle we went out of the room to see that Winter was getting ready to go out and said goodbye to us and then went out

Giselle and I looked at each other and sighed, collected our things and were getting ready to leave. Suddenly Ning came out when I saw her Giselle and I ran to hug her

I looked at her and arranged her hair and said,

"Ningie, I'll call every day, and if you need anything, call me, I'll run for you quickly, and also, don't forget to sleep, don't stay up late, and don't go out when it rains....

Giselle interrupted me, "Rina, she'll be fine

Ning said, "Yes, I'll be fine now, go

I still wanted to say more but I decided not to talk so I hugged her and then we left

When we got out and got off the elevator I stopped and grabbed Giselle's hand and he turned to me and she looked at me

'I love you aeri'

I wanted to say it, but I couldn't. You were too cowardly to refuse me

"jimin, what's the matter?" she said.

I looked at her, smiled, and hugged her

I said "I will miss you"

I felt her hands on my back and she hugged me tight

"Me too," she said softly.

She pulled away from me and smiled at me and then invited me to go to her dad's car I saw the car disappear from my eyes while I sighed deeply I looked at the dorm worried about ning I turned around when my dad arrived So I got in the car with anxiety in my heart

When I got home, my mother and older sister welcomed me. I went to my room and put my things in it. Then I went down and we sat at the table to eat. My mother asked me about Ning and told me why I didn't bring her with me. I told her she didn't want to.

After eating I went up to my room and grabbed my phone and called Ning who took a long time to answer, which made me worried.

I was about to go back to our home until I heard her voice

"Hey jiminUnnie," she said over the phone.

I said, "Ning, ya why didn't you answer me quickly?"

"I'm sorry I was asleep"

I sighed in relief

 "Oh, I'm sorry to wake you up. Have you eaten?"

She said, "It's okay, I still haven't eaten."

I said, "I made some food for you in the fridge  , just heat it up."

She said, "Thank you, Unnie."

'There was something I wanted to ask her about because it was bothering me'

“Ning-ah, did you… did something happen between you and Winter?”

She did not speak and remained silent for a while before answering calmly

"No, we're fine," she said quietly.

I said in disbelief, "Really, ning-ah, you can tell me anything."

She said, "I know, don't worry."

I said, "Okay, I'll go now. Don't forget to eat and take care of yourself. I'll call you again."

She said, "Okay, thank you, and take care of yourself."

After I hung up I sighed surely there was something going on between them I lay on my bed and looked up at the ceiling thinking about how to deal with Ning's silence and Winter's feelings and my feelings for Giselle

I grabbed my phone and sent a message to Gisele to ask her if I got to her house.

I smiled then put my phone down and looked out the window and remembered that conversation when we were shooting a video for the Givenchy photoshoot

Flashback

I was holding the camera and talking to the camera Suddenly Giselle came and stood in front of me we were talking Suddenly she saw that the camera didn't show my face well

 "Why isn't the camera focusing on my face?

"Because you are so beautiful," said Giselle.

I was amazed at what she said, but because the camera was in front of me, I tried to control my expressions

And I said, "Oh, it worked as soon as I said that."

After filming I caught Giselle while we were in the break room waiting for Ning and Winter to finish

I turned around to see Giselle sitting on her phone

I said hesitantly, "aeri, did you... did you mean that?"

She focused her phone and looked at me softly, "What do you mean?"

I said, "When we were filming, did you mean that?"

She smiled at me, "Yes, you are very beautiful, Karina."

I kept looking at her to smile at me and then she came back to play with her phone back

End flashback

I sighed softly, then smiled and fell asleep thinking about Giselle

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Today I decided to go back to the dorm because I was worried about Ning a lot. Yesterday I called Giselle to tell me that Ning was with Winter.

I know I should leave them alone for a little while but since a while my heart started beating fast and scared and I dreamed a lot about ningning so I pulled Giselle with me and we went back to the dorm.

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