After talking things out with Myungsoo, he drove you home

"I love you" Myungsoo said before you get off the car

"I do too" You smiled and gave him a peck on the lips

He watched you enter your gate before speeding off. You feel so tired, but nonetheless you feel happy that things are ok between you and your boyfriend. With regards to the past? You still don't know how to deal with it. How much does Byunghyun mean to you? You know the answer to that, but is it enough to break it off with Myungsoo? You know too well that the answer is no. Still you can't help but feel guilty. How can you have forgotten the promise you made with someone special?

"________" A familiar voice called just before you enter your house

"B-Byunghyun oppa"

"Can we talk?" He asked. You weren't ready, but somehow you knew you had to face him so you nodded. You lead him to the garden. Neither of you spoke, and the silence is killing you

"__________ I didn't mean to surprise you a while ago" He confessed "I just...I held on to my feelings for you for too long that it just came out. I'm sorry" He honestly said as he grabbed your hand and made you face him

"Oppa..."

"I know it was selfish of me to even confess my feelings when I know you're happy with him, but will you let me love you?"

"Oppa..." Tears threatened to fall as you remembered the deal the two of you had before he left

Flashback

You and Ljoe were always together. Some people even speculated the two of you are couples. Your brothers doesn't mind at all since they knew his family for a long time. Everything is going well until your parents passed away. Despite you trying to build a wall for yourself and the people around you, he waited for you. He was there for you, taking care of you, and loving you. You were ready to open up to him, but it was too late. His mother passed away as well which made his father decide his fate for him. Ljoe was sent to America. Before his departure however, he spent the whole day with you.

"Where are we going oppa?" You asked

"To somewhere fun!" He smile as he lead you to the car

He ended up bringing you to his family's private resort. He watched as you play with the water happily. This is exactly the reason why he didn't want to leave. He wanted to see you smile every day. He wanted to be the person to make you smile when you're sad.

"_______" He called

"Hm?" You ran over to him

"I love you" He confessed as soon as you sat down beside him

"I love you too oppa" You said

"How much?"

"What's going on Byunghyun oppa? this is not like you" You asked when you sensed that he isn't like himself

"Do you love me enough to wait for me?"

"O-oppa are you leaving?" You nervously asked. He nodded

"W-wwhen?"

"Tomorrow morning" He said

"When are you coming back?" Tears were falling from you now

"In 2 years, 3 years, I don't know to be honest" He admitted "But will you wait for me?"

"Oppa...."

"We're young I know, but I know this for sure, Yoon ________ I love you" He kissed your forehead

"I love you too oppa" You hugged him tight

"Let's make a deal. Wait for me....when I come back you will be my girlfriend. Deal?"

"Hn" You nodded in his embrace

The day he left, was the day you became sad again. Thanks to Myungsoo however, you found a reason to once again smile...

End of flashback

"Oppa....I don't want to hurt you"

"Then say you're ok with me loving you"

"Oppa.."

"It will hurt me more if you tell me I can't even love you"

"I have Myungsoo already"

"You're not married are you?" He asked. You shook your head.  "Exactly. Love is not as simple as you think it is _________. I won't make my move, but I'll be waiting for the day that Myungsoo let you go" He said

"That will never happen"

"J-just let me love you" He put his forehead on your "Please....Let me love you and let me be there for you..I promise nothing will change. I will still be the good oppa you've always known"

"I don't deserve to have your love oppa" You looked away

"Hey look at me...it is my choice to love you...it wasn't yours so it's for me to decide who to love ok?" He smiled when you finally looked in to his eyes "Now go in...your brothers might be worried sick" He said. You nodded and walked over to the door

"__________!" He called just before you enter the house "Thank you....for still accepting me....even as afriend" He waved at you before finally driving off

"No thank you...thank you oppa for loving me. I don't deserve your love, but I'm thankful" You whispered

A/N: A little bit of yours and Ljoe moment here :)

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