"So where to princess?" Lee Joon smiled as he drived around

"Anywhere where those two won't find me" You sadly said as you continued looking out the window.

"Can you tell me what's wrong now?" Lee Joon carefully asked. He knew it's about your boyfriend for sure, but it seem like there's more to it than that

"Oppa I just feel so selfish. I mean I love Myungsoo, but I love Byunghyun oppa too. My love for them is different, but I'm selfish enough to keep them both on my side" You sadly looked at Lee Joon "I want them both on my side. I know I'm hurting Byunghyun oppa, but I can't just lose him"

"Can't you just be with me?" Lee Joon thought

"Is it so wrong to want to keep your most cared people beside you?" You asked

"Of course not. I've always wanted to keep you beside me" Lee Joon bluntly said

"Oppa..."

"I know I know. You rejected me already, but hey I'm selfish too. Look at me. Keeping you here with me in my car just because I know this is a chance I shouldn't miss" He grinned

"I'm sorry"

"I'm not...because I still love you __________. I will always do" He honestly said "And if I can't have you. They can't have you too"

"Oh oppa! Isn't that our previous school?" You pointed at the school that you, Byunghyun, Joon and your other brothers used to go when you were kids

"Do you want to go there?"

"Hn" You nodded

The moment you arrived at your previous school, you ran to the playground to reminise. Your childhood memories came flooding to you. Especially those times that you would play with your brothers and your parents would come and pick you guys up. Memories of you and Byunghyun also came back to you

"What are you thinking?" Lee Joon asked as he lead you to the swing

"Memories. My oppas and I used to play here a lot. This is also the place where I met Byunghyun oppa. There's just a lot of memories here" You smiled as you sat on the swing

"No memories of me at all?" Lee Joon furiously thought

"Byunghyun oppa used to push me in the swing. My brothers would ask him to play with them, Hana and Mina, but he chose to stay with me. He treated me so special even before. I should've known how he felt that time, but then again we were young" You smiled at the memory of Byunghyun playing with you

"Do...do you remember me?"

"Of course I do...you used to wear those thick glasses. My brothers would bully you, but I stopped them. It wasn't right for them to do that"

"I was such a loser" He admitted

"No...you were fine just the way you are" You smiled at him which makes his heart beat fast

He was about to confess his love for you again when his phone rang. He excused himself to answer the phone

Joon: Hello?

Mr.Lee: I know you're with her. Bring her back to her house now. I don't want any suspicions. You already made a mistake by sending that flower

Joon: I can't

Mr.Lee: Lee Joon! follow my order now!

Joon: Appa I love her

Mr. Lee: And I promised you will get her so long as my plan works. Don't you want us to stay on top?

Joon: I do want us to stay on top, but your OTHER son is getting her attention too

Mr.Lee: Your brother have always been there for her. It was my fault I didn't tell you you have a brother

Joon: Then let me do my own thing here and keep her to myself now

Mr.Lee: JOON if my plan gets messed up I can kill her easily. You know that

Joon hang up and looked at you. He loves you too much that he was actually already thinking about keeping you right now and run away with you, but with his dad threatening your life like that, he just can't. Lee Joon knew that Byunghyun was the guy who used to be with you a lot before Myungsoo came to your life, but it was only recently when his father admitted that he had another family and that Byunghyun is his brother. He couldn't take it any longer especially when he found out that Byunghyun will be back to Korea. He can't take the fact that you've ignored his feelings, but kept Byunghyun beside you, just like how his father keeps Byunghyun beside him and ignores him and his mom. Yes, he said he would kill you, but the day he gave you the yellow flowers, was the day he found out Byunghyun is his brother. He didn't mean anything he said on that card. He knows to himself he can never kill you. He slowly walked towards you. When you noticed him you smiled and told him that you want to go home. He couldn't do anything, so he just drove you back home.

"Thank you so much oppa" You suddenly hugged him before you went out his car.

"I must really love you _________. It hurts" A tear fell from his eyes as he watched you hug Myungsoo

A/N: I'm back! Sorry for the very late update. School wa hectic as finals were driving me nuts. Work was hectic too because it's tax season and to add more oil to the fire I got sick recently too. I missed this fic so much and I hope you guys still remember this. So it's out now Lee Joon was the one who sent you the flowers. I feel bad for him though. He really loves you huhu. Anyways comments are appreciated! to my new subsribers thank you!!! <3