The Ukiss members were on their back to their dorm after a long day of schedules.

Kevin was gazing out the window beside him.

There was a distance in his eyes that no one could see while he was performing or while he was doing his schedules.

It was those quiet moments like this that is showed the most.

Once reaching the dorm, the members all exited the car and headed inside.

All of them entered the dorm chatting amongst each other.

Kevin went straight to the O room and changed his clothes quietly.

Eli followed and leaned against the doorframe.

“Are you feeling alright, Kevin? You haven’t been yourself.” He asked worriedly.

“I’m fine, hyung. Just tired is all.” Kevin replied.

“If you say so. Just don’t push yourself too hard okay?” the older blonde said with a soft sigh before leaving from the door.

The younger blonde glanced at the door, as he pulled on a light blue tanktop. 

It’s been so long now…he thought glancing over at a framed photograph sitting on the windowsill.

It was the old Ukiss with Alexander and Kibum.

Kevin picked it up and felt tears well up in his eyes.

“We got so far…but you both never got to finish it with us…” he sniffed softly as a couple of tears escaped his eyes.

Soohyun came by the door and saw how his dongsaeng cried by himself.

“Kevin.” He said softly as he came over and hugged the blonde gently.

The blonde didn’t have to look to know who held him in their arms.

“Hyung…I miss them…” he sobbed softly setting the photo down before hugging the older male tightly.

“I know…we all do.” The brunette replied kissing the blonde’s head as he rubbed his back comfortingly.

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Why did I go

And stay away?

Try to move on

To find my way

It’s been so hard

Being without you

Now my days have never been the same

Oh baby, I miss you

I really miss you

I’m so sorry things didn’t turn out as planned

And now I need you

I need you to be here right beside me

To hold me and guide me with your love

I miss you…

I miss you

 

Sleepless nights

Thinking of you

Shattered pride and broken dreams

Didn’t know love until I found you

Now it’s over and I think it’s too late

 

Baby, I miss you

I really miss you

I’m so sorry things didn’t turn out as planned

And now I need you

I need you to be here right beside me

To hold me and guide me with your love

I miss you…

I miss you

 

Oh baby, I miss you

I really miss you

I’m so sorry things didn’t turn out as planned

Been thinking about you

Dreaming of you

How I wish I could have you back in my arms

And now I need you

I need you to be here right beside me

To hold me and guide me with your love

I miss you…

I miss you…

Been thinking of you..

Dreaming of you…

I miss you… 

Kevin sighed softly as he sang softly.

AJ came in and knocked on the door to get his attention.
The blonde looked up.

“Do you need something?” he asked curiously.

“Well, Soohyun hyung was wondering if you were hungry.” The bright brunette replied.

“I am a bit.” Kevin replied with a small smile.

“Okay, I’ll let him know then.” AJ said leaving the room.
The blonde felt his tears start falling, as he looked a small photograph in his hand.

It was of Alexander, himself, and Kibum smiling at the camera that took the picture.

Outside the bedroom, Kiseop and Hoon were exchanging worried looks.

They both went to the kitchen to see Soohyun, AJ, Eli, and Dongho making snacks.

“Hyung, Kevin is crying again…” Kiseop said to Soohyun.

“He is?” Soohyun replied looking back him not surprised.

“Maybe he’s taking this harder then we are. It’s been a year, but he knew Kibum hyung longer then we have.” Eli suggested checking the cookies that he was putting in the oven.

“You’re probably right, Eli.” AJ agreed.

“How about on our day off, we go see Kibum hyung and Alexander hyung?” Dongho commented.

“That’s a great idea!” they all said in unison.

“Wait, won’t it be awkward..?” Hoon asked nervously.

“Don’t worry, it will be okay.” Soohyun assured. “Let’s plan it for our next day off and let those two know.”  

~Chapted End~