There we sat. In front of our house. I looked up to the sky and saw a bunch of stars. I've definitely never seen so many stars before. We sat on a platform and could see the whole city. 

''Do you like it? Right?'', Sungyeol asked me.

''It's maybe the most beautiful location I' ve ever been'', I smiled back.

The looked at me and suddently his smile disappeared and he seemed to think about something.

''Is something wrong?'', I wanted to know but he didn't answer. So I went on saying hello to him.

He looked up into my face and touched his hair.

''You're so beautiful when you're laughting'', he said. ''Myungsoo, you know how much I like you?''

''Of course, you told me'', I answered.

''Myungsoo, I like you that much, everytime you're crying I always want to hug you so much that you I could hear your heartbeat'', he said pired at a stone laying on the ground.

''Aww, common. You liar'', I said and pushed him lightly but he didn't laught. 

''Somethimes I just want to hold you in my arms and I can't explain why. It... it hurts so much when you're unhappy. It feels like somebody is stapping me into my . .....everytime you're coming home late I can't sleep because I am so worried. And on night-time you're running through my head. If you're hugging Sungjong I always want to hit him. and when you're pissed off by my behavour I want to scream at you, cause you can't understand how much love I am felling for you'', Sungyeol said bitter.

I stared at him. What should I answer? Did he say ''love''? Why? My heart was running and I felt how my cheeks blushed so I turned myself away. What should I answer?... erm.... what? My head suddently felt so empty. 

''Myungsoo, are you mad with me?'', he asked shyly and I twirled around. 

''No,...how....why. No, I am not'', I stuttered.

I just felt how I wrapped my arms around his body. It was all quite. I just could hear his breath.

''I always wanted to come here with somebody special'', Sungyeol said.

''I am sorry''

''No..., no , you're special'', he said. He looked up to the sky and said '' I definitely haven't seen so many stars before''. 

Yes, we haven't. And when I also looked up to the sky it was like these billions of stars were slowly routining in my stomach. 

Which wonderful night.