She's getting married. To someone she loves now. I should be happy for her.

But I'm selfish.

Therefore I am. Staring blankly at the mirror. At my reflexion.

Black suit. Black shoes. Black tie. White dress shirt.

I look like I'm attending a funeral. Yeah. For my heart.

I had mixed emotions.

Angry; at myself.

Depressed; at my life

Nervous; unknown

Hopeless; she's gone

............

She was beautiful. In that white gown.

She was graceful. As she walked passed me, in the aisle.

But she was not mine.

"I, Dong Yongbae, take you Park Sandara to be my wife, my partner in life and my one true love. I will cherish our friendship and love you today, tomorrow, and forever. I will trust you and honor you I will laugh with you and cry with you. I will love you faithfully Through the best and the worst, Through the difficult and the easy.What may come I will always be there. As I have given you my hand to hold So I give you my life to keep. So help me God." ,

"I, Park Sandara, take you Dong Yongbae, to be my husband, my partner in life and my one true love. I will cherish our friendship and love you today, tomorrow, and forever I will trust you and honor you I will laugh with you and cry with you. I will love you faithfully Through the best and the worst, Through the difficult and the easy. What may come I will always be there. As I have given you my hand to hold So I give you my life to keep. So help me God."

Her voice was music to me ears. But to know that the name she said was not mine...

She was marrying someone but me. And that person had to be my best buddy since I moved here.

Welcome to my messed up life.

What have I done last life to deserve all this?

Must have something awful....

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Dragging my now drunk self home, I decided life had nothing left for me anymore.

Is it time to move on to the next stage?

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This is probably going to be my worst fanfic.

I don't know why but I feel like ending this fanfic fast o.o

probably cuz it ...

Maybe 2 more chapters left?

yeah.....

~kiwi1017