十三 thirteen
Heart FeltSATOMI'S POV
When I told the two that me and Yabu is dating, I expect them to react wild and noisy, but then i got the opposoite of what I wanna see. Seems like they approve of this guy so much more than they approve Tamamori for me. Well, cant blame them, ever since we are on university Tama dont even glance at me, he doesnt even show anyone Iam his girlfriend. But, why wouold he act like that to me that day when he can just dump me tell our parent we are done, stop it i want my life back.
"Hey!" I heard someone talked as I sat on the counter leaving Rein and Satomi on the couch as I turned to look at the guy beside me. Yang? He sat beside me offering me one of the drinks as he smiled. "Ill pay for that, drink" He said as I bowed a bit and smiled at his action as he shot down a small liquid and tapped the table. "Problems?" He said.
"We all have one right?" I said and he nodded. "Oh well, yeah" He drank again then looked at me. "Among your friends, you are the one I find the most serious. Tell me, is there a reason for this?" He said as I smiled.
"Im a doctor" I uttered.
"Im not asking about your occupation, I was a game hacker by the way" he said as he chuckled. "Do you have a boyfriend or such?" He asked.
I looked at him and crossed my arms "Do you all really do this? Asking about this?" Yang beside him just nods and faced me. "Well, as a host I think our job is to make people happy , unless you are not a person which I doubt then you need this guys presence and someone to tell your burdens" He smiled at me.
"Am I right?" He smiled again as I widens my eyes upon his reaction towards me and i just sighed. "Fine, you wont let me go right?"
He raised both of his hands in the air as he tilts his head. "Im actually not touching you right now"
Sarcastic. I like.
"I know that smile" He pointed me using his pinky finger with the glass on his hand still as I looked at him. "Fine, you got me." I said this time taking a deep breath as i hear the chair beside me moved a bit. "Im all ears" he said.
"Well, I have this ex boyfriend of mine, not an ex we basically just being tied by family tradition. And this guy turns out to be attacking me not a week ago" I said as he nodded in responsde. "Then theres someone who just came into my rescue then told me he can be his my boyfriend" he looked at me and smiled.
"So your problem here is....." He looked at me as I stared back.
"I dont know" I just said.
"You probably like the guy who asked to be your fake boyfriend, but somehow scared what will happen to the ex something you have. Hmn" Yang tapped his chin as bit the glass and smiled. "What if you continue dating the fake boyfriend, if it goes well then dump the ex. Maybe he just wants a closure but too scared since a fimly tradition right?" He emphasized the family tradition as if thats my main problem.
"You liked the ex right?" I nodded. "And you are confused on the fake:" I tilted my head and he points at me. "See? Its not a shake but a tilt, so the possibilty is high. Try to have a break from work. Date this fake boyfriend" He drank the glass as he looks at me then smiled.
"Is the problem solved now?" He smiled at me and i slightly nodded. "Youll do well. I know that" He patted my head and headed out dashing out of my presence.
Just seriously who is he to make some advise like that?
I quiestioned myself last time who is Yang to give me advise like that and now here Iam standing on a nearby cafe inviting Yabu out for some talk. Hey, its not a date. I just wanna try something out and maybe free my mind from all the worries and stress i have on my work when I felt a hand wrapped around my shoulder just to see an innocent Yabu Kota standing tall beside me.
"Whats with the face?" I asked as he looked down at me.
"Making sure im ready incase you throw a fist on me" He gave me an eyesmile as I smiled and he pointed at me being shocked. "I never saw you smile infront of me. Wow!" He said as I crossed my arms about to throw him a punch as he covered his face with a Hibiscus Tea Box as my eyes widened and looked at it. "For you?" He peeked fromt eh box covering his face as I smiled.
"Whats with that?" I grabbed the box of tea as he scratched his head.
"Well I think you are not the flower type of person, so maybe youll appreciate this?" He tilted his head as I looked at him and smiled. "Well, youre right on that. Plus, I need this to detoxify myself" I smiled.
Well, he is not that bad at all. I say TASTE is right there.
"By the way, I prepared some relazing date for us" He said as I looked at him.
You call this a date?
"Its okay if you dont wanna go" He smiled as I gave him my bag and walked ahead of him. "Boys do that to their girlfriend, so do it too" I said as i walked pass him and I know he is smiling from ear to ear.
"Did i hear a girlfriend word"
"I assume you are not deaf, so shut up"
"So am I your boyfriend now?"
"You know im still a duty doctor but i can your pull tongue if you wont shut up" I turned to look at him when he pulled my waist drawing me closer to him, nose to nose. Breath to breath as he smile staring at my eyes. "You know how i feel for you and are you taking advantage of me now?" I catna swer for his grip on my waist is enough for me to feel butterflies on my stomach. "Ah--"
"aAh" He copied me as he draws closer and i got no choice but to just close my eyes but when I did he just pinched my nose and grabbed my hand instead. "The next time I kiss you, Ill make sure youll be the one to initiate it" He turned to me while holding my hand on his left and my bag on the right.
Why this feel so right that its scary.
I can feel myself gripping on his hand firmly, smiling on myself whenever he talks. His voice is like music to my ears,. his warmth is like a lingering wind to me. It just feels so perfect with him like this.
Satomi, back to earth. What are you thinking.
Everything went serious when we arrived at the rooftop of some building, its not just a normal rooftop place, but a rooftop restaurant he personally chose and while we are sitting next to each other he asked me a question.
"I talked to your ex" He said without looking at me as i looked at him with shock on my face. "I happened to investigate on him, and when we left you at the hostclub I got a chance to talk to him man to man" He said and I got curious.
"Talk to him. Tell him everything." He said and I can feel a slight pang on my chest. "If you wanted to go back to him, then its the best to talk to him" He added .
Wait, doesnt he like me? Why does it sound like he is giving me away.
"You will be fine." He patted my head and I just looked at him. "If anything happens, ill be there for sure" He smiled reassuring me everything will be fine. "For now, let me celebrate this day with you, hmn?" He tilted his head and pointed at the steak on the menu? "Medium?" I nodded as he gave me another eyesmile as the waiter went to us and he gave our orders to them .
If there will be that time I can talk to Tamamori, Ill be the one to end everything with him. I need this to stop. Im holding onto something that will be ripped apart. I know he doesnt want this but still I insisted it because I like him so much without thinking its breaking him apart. I studied medicine for him because its his dream, but I ended up passing the university he wants to attend and that made him more down.
"Are you okay?" Yabu tapped my back as I felt his fingers on my cheeks wiping my tears as I smile. "Im sorry" I said.
"You are giving me too much emotions today" He pulled me into a hug that is making me comfortable.
Maybe Yang is right. I need to check all possibility. Open myself to this guy.
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