"Dara-yah, how come your ideal type of guy never changes? Like it's being consistent for over 10 years now." CL stated, wondering after watching MBC's sister's salon aired early this year. "I can never do that. We grow out of it normally aren't we?"

Sandara Park chuckled at her former bandmate. "Well, I just didn't have the need to change. that's exactly what I like." 

"Or Who you like. Hahahaa" Bom laughed and wiggled her eyebrows. 

They might or might not know this. But it is true. I've been consistent with my ideal type not because it can't be changed, but because you didn't. It's the same. Still, after over 10 years, I thought I would grow out of it just like CL said. But, it only grew deeper and deeper as years go by, when we become friends, when I get to know you better and when I look at you and see that everything I need is right there. It hurts that you're not aware of it, and I'm not brave enough to let you know...

I miss the way you were interested in me... I miss the way you looked at me...  You grew out of it as we become friends. Yet you didn't change at all. The same cuteness, the same warmth, the same toughness, and yes the same deep person I eventually fell for...