Blank Space I N-CITY #5
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I'm dying. I've been for awhile now.
2024 is the year and I have one dying wish.
And that is to fill the blank spaces in my notebook.
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“So based on last week’s session, I know you are depressed,” Doctor Lee Jeno, my therapist said and I tried my hardest not to scoff.
“Bro, I’m dying,” was all I said.
“I asked you last week to come up with hobbies,” Jeno said, clearing his throat and I know that he was going by the book. If someone is depressed, you tell them to distract themself. “And you said you already had one.”
"Yes, I write stories," I told him, passing him a notebook.
"About what?" he asked, shifting through the papers.
"About all of you."
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I decided to do what I wanted to do. I had to at least get it all on paper so maybe when I'm buried six feet under the ground, the stories will still physically exist. I crept up to the side of the cafe trying to get a good look at Kim Doyoung. I have drawn him before and everyone had their own story except him-- why?
Because he was never seen with a girl.
I saw him typing away on his laptop, his eyes strained on the screen. He looked exactly like how he did when he was back in university, just older. Maybe a bit more professional. I made a mental note in my head, wondering if he was dating anyone.
The last story has to be his.
I scribbled down on a paper when I looked up to see that he was no longer in the cafe. Where did he go? His laptop was gone and so was his coffee.
"Are you following me?" a voice asked from behind me and I whipped my head around to see Kim Doyoung stare pointedly at me.
Busted.
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It has been a while since I felt this way, dreading the inevitable. I knew it was coming but slowly; step by step, I was beginning to smile. My phone rang and I answered it, hearing my therapist's voice on the other side.
"Hello?" he asked before asking me how the day with Kim Doyoung went.
"Jeno," I said, pausing. My eyes brewed with tears and before I could stop myself, I was sobbing. "Doctor Jeno."
"What's wrong?" he asked.
"I don't want to die."
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If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
-Chasing cars, Snow Patrol
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Book #5 of N-CITY Series Season 1
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