After the hot delicious kisses , jeonghan’s blushing madly , has pulled back by pushing the man a little as he press his smaller hand on his chest , had him looking with soft smile there at the shy cute angel before his eyes . 

it was obviously his first kiss yet he tried keeping up with him . 

That’s so damn cute . 

“ Y-you’re good kisser .” He said out , blushed again and the man chuckled . 

“ Thanks , that’s because your lips surely fit mine .”  He his smooth cheek , looking at him but Jeonghan were having pretty hard time to look the man in the eyes . 

“ What’s wrong ?!” 

Jeonghan nibbled his lower lips . 

“ A-are you sure about this ?! I-I mean you said that you’re fine with man , but—.” 

Seungcheol halted him there as he play with his hair and he’s flushing there , managed to look up at him . 

“ I know , but you’re way too different .” 

Jeonghan felt that his heart flying and dancing around , he felt so happy to hear that yet he’s still not sure about it, he doesn't want to be the reason the man change to gay, like him. 

" I'm homo you get that right?!". 

Seungcheol's glances turned serious there, cupped that cheek in between his big warm hands. 

" Were they calling you that at school?!". 

Jeonghan felt his tears stream down. 

Like he know how he was bullied back in school because of his look and feminine soft figure, he could tell that seungcheol understand him from the way his eyes look at the moment. 

" You know that it's not shameless thing?! to be different is always a good thing, they are just jealous because you're so beautiful." 

He's saying that so softly and gently while caressing his cheek, wiped those precious running tears. 

" You lack confidence jeonghan ~. "  

Jeonghan looked up to him with that round wide eyes. 

" I just wanted to be normal... Even my parents abounded me." 

Seungcheol's heart clinched, couldn't helping hugging him again and the back of his hair gently, pecked his cheek soon. 

He doesn't even know how they bully or abounds such a beautiful angel like him. 

" You don't have to be someone who you aren't just to satisfy people, who ever want to accept you for who you're will easily do, they just doesn't have any clue about how beautiful you are." 

His words and everything he said made him so touched and so happy , as if he wasn’t depressed or drowned in his own sad and sorrow world before . 

“ Thank you so much cheol ~.”

When light soon after the thunderstorm was gone , soon the sky becoming clear of clouds and rain stopped , Seungcheol turned from looking out the window to look at Jeonghan dozing off on sofa while the purple blanket wrapped around his fragile body . 

“ Back then I was really about to lose my self ..” He admit there with warm smile , sat there and jeonghan’s Beautiful hair gently . 

“ For me to be this