Uncertainty

Tainted Poems

I don’t know where these feelings are trying to lead me

I’m afraid of the second we meet

Yet I anticipate and wait for it

I no longer know what I’m trying to admit

 

I can’t speak around you

I’m afraid of the stupid things I’ll say and do

What if you don’t like me?

What if it was and never will be more than pure fantasy?

 

I can’t say the words because I’m unsure

For you…there is no cure

 

You’ve put me in a trance like no other

I’ve forgotten all others one after another

You’re the only one in my mind

Yet your position remains undefined

 

I don’t know what you think of me

My mind is captivated by you, yet yours seems completely free

 

I want to know what you know

So that my love can continue to grow

I want to see what you see

So I know how often you look at me

I want to hear what you hear

So I know whose voice is most clear

 

I don’t know what you think of me

My mind is captivated by you, yet yours seems completely free

 

I think of you

Dream of you

Stand near you

Hold my heart for you

Wait for you

All of this for you

 

I do all that yet I’m still hesitant

So I remain silent

I become awkward

But slowly your thoughts are becoming unblurred

And with that I start to get new hope

 

Maybe my love isn’t a unrequited love

Maybe all I need in a light shove

Maybe all I need is right in front of me

Maybe all I need to do is open my mouth

 

Say those words I once could live without

Say those words so I have no doubt

Say it so I can be certain

Say it in any language, mine, yours, foreign

Say it soon, so I know I’m not wrong

Those words that will make me feel like I belong

Say it soon, so I can start anew

‘I love you’

 

 

 

 

 

Oh my! I started this poem one day then finished it the next~So I get the feeling it's kinda awkward! >.< SORRY!!!

I hope this one didn't disapoint anyone! Please leave a comment! :)

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Nova_crystallis #1
Chapter 3: Cool,i cant make a poem this long...i'm lack of idea...
Peachddu
#2
These are amazing ;A;
I can't even imagine writing poems as well as you do(can't write poems at all D;)
BunnifiedTMGN
#3
Your poems are really lovely, and I find my self singing them in a tune *U*
kpopartory
#4
I wish, more people would read these, and enjoy your poems
watermelon
#5
Hello(: !
Your poems are really cool, especially " My Dream Sanctuary" ^^ ~
Hwaiting ! :D
alleruse #6
These are lovely! :-)
lovly39
#7
Awwww Thanks!!! :D
PurpleMidLuv
#8
Ikr? it's so beautiful and amazing!!!!<br />
I love all your poems xD<br />
PopCandii33
#9
Just Beautifull!~ =D These could easily make a song!!~ =D GOSH~~!! If I tried making a poem I would die!!!~ BUT YOU JUST DO IT SO EASILY!~ xDD Sorry for not commenting for a long time but my computer died...Thanks to my daddy! But HE bought me a new one so all good! xD HWAITINGG!!~♥
lovly39
#10
@imsosofia <br />
Hello ^.^<br />
Obviously you're a poem writter yourself! :D <br />
That way of saying patient was rather explicit and really did give a mental picture and the words were beautiful :3 <br />
And I just write poems to write them, your advice is appriciated :3 and maybe I'll try the mental picture think<br />
Thanks for caring enough to give advice! :D <br />
And I can't hate you lol I love advice