Uncertainty
Tainted PoemsI don’t know where these feelings are trying to lead me
I’m afraid of the second we meet
Yet I anticipate and wait for it
I no longer know what I’m trying to admit
I can’t speak around you
I’m afraid of the stupid things I’ll say and do
What if you don’t like me?
What if it was and never will be more than pure fantasy?
I can’t say the words because I’m unsure
For you…there is no cure
You’ve put me in a trance like no other
I’ve forgotten all others one after another
You’re the only one in my mind
Yet your position remains undefined
I don’t know what you think of me
My mind is captivated by you, yet yours seems completely free
I want to know what you know
So that my love can continue to grow
I want to see what you see
So I know how often you look at me
I want to hear what you hear
So I know whose voice is most clear
I don’t know what you think of me
My mind is captivated by you, yet yours seems completely free
I think of you
Dream of you
Stand near you
Hold my heart for you
Wait for you
All of this for you
I do all that yet I’m still hesitant
So I remain silent
I become awkward
But slowly your thoughts are becoming unblurred
And with that I start to get new hope
Maybe my love isn’t a unrequited love
Maybe all I need in a light shove
Maybe all I need is right in front of me
Maybe all I need to do is open my mouth
Say those words I once could live without
Say those words so I have no doubt
Say it so I can be certain
Say it in any language, mine, yours, foreign
Say it soon, so I know I’m not wrong
Those words that will make me feel like I belong
Say it soon, so I can start anew
‘I love you’
Oh my! I started this poem one day then finished it the next~So I get the feeling it's kinda awkward! >.< SORRY!!!
I hope this one didn't disapoint anyone! Please leave a comment! :)
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