Even though I wanted to believe that that smile was just for me, It probably isn’t, right?

It has been months and I still haven’t heard from you, and then you finally appear in front of me all of a sudden. I was overwhelmed with the feelings I kept and cried then and there. I felt your comforting touch and warm embrace; I saw your smile, very warm and full of love. I wanted to believe that it’s for me, only me.. but try as I might, try as hard, it will never be mine.. it used to be mine but now it belongs to someone else.. someone better.. and I rejected you for the nth time.

“I still love you..”

You said as you gloomily walk away.. back into the waiting arms of your Chinese doll.