It seems as though the accumulated time is being greedy, seeing as it hurts more today than yesterday

Time is my enemy for I can never have you. It cuts deep in my soul, damaging the very heart that wants to love you; but I can never hold you. I want to be with you, taste your lips on mine, feel your body so close to mine, have you in me for the rest of time. But I can never have you for I will hurt thy actor that loves you; he fell for your princely features and I can’t blame him. I ‘m his hyung and yours too.. I need to let go to make you two happy.. that’s what a hyung should do.

Though I tried to forget, it hurts more and more with each passing day. I thought time would help me heal the wounds inflicted by this cruel love, but I was wrong. Time was never on my side and with each passing of the hand of time, I can feel the hurt intensify until I can no longer hold on and it consumes me whole. I tried to forget.. but time won’t let me!