My Precious one

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I lost someone that I cherished so much because of my selfish act. I decided to move away, far from where she is; to erase the pain and to find a new life.

But why even if I try so hard, it's so difficult to move on and forget about her?

Foreword

-Prologue-
~Taeyeon POV~
It's a sunny day today, and I'm already at the park waiting for my best friend to come here. Today is her birthday, I looked down at the bouquet of white roses in my hand and I notice that my palms starting to get sweaty because of nervousness that I feel. 'Silly' I thought to myself; but I do have a very important reason why I'm so nervous today. I'm going to tell her my feeling. Yes, I'm going to tell Hwang Miyoung that I love her. And the white roses itself already represent the three things that firm bases of relationship: innocence, purity, and true love. I don't know if I fit to the "innocence and purity" part considering I "like" to "inspect" other's thus gave me my nickname "byun Taeyeon". But the that I love the most is my Fany's since she has a y . I laughed at that thought but then startled when I heard someone's voice behind me, no scratch that, it's not justSomeone's voice, it's hers, It's Tiffany Hwang Miyoung' s voice.

 

"Why are you laughing like mad woman out here, Taetae?" she asked me and flashes me her signature eye-smile

"Yah! Fany-ah! You scared me!" She merely rolled her eyes at my respond

"Anyway, what do you want to tell me? You said it's important so I immediately went here after you ended your call. I was just wake up, you know" I laughed at her pouting face which I found very adorable.
"Don't pout, don't pout! Do you remember what date today is?" I grinned widely, she put one finger on her chin 'Going on her thinking pose' I thought
"Hmm... July 31st?" she innocently said, if only I didn't hold a bouquet of flower on my hands I would've face palmed my self
"No silly. It's August 1st. So that's why, happy birthday mushroom" I offered her the bouquet. She squealed so hard and I pray to the God that my ears wouldn't be deaf soon. Sometimes I wonder why I can be with her for long time while our personality are 180 degree different from each other. The sudden hug she gave me taken me out from my reverie. The smell of her sweet scented perfume flooded my senses.
"Thank you TaeTae! You're the best!" She hugged me tighter. I just merely smile before letting her go and put a good distance from her. She looked puzzled by my action.
"Taetae?"
"There's something that I wanted to tell you, Fany-ah... I've been wanting to tell you this for long time, but have no courage to do so. But today... Today will be different..."
"What are you-" I cut her off before she could finish her sentence
"I love you, Fany-ah. I always have been in love with you since... I don't know exactly when..." I looked down, unable to meet her eyes.  "But when I realized, this feeling already grown so deep inside. That's why... Are you willing to be my girlfriend?" finally i lift up my face only to meet by her shocked expression. I couldn't really blame her though, I bet she never saw this confession coming; moreover from me. Her best friend. But I can't control my feeling; I just happened to be in love with her.
"Y... You... were just... joking right? Tell me you were just pulling a prank to me because this is my birthday, right?"
Never in my life i felt this hurt by your words. My eyes glittering with tears as I tried to answer your question
"No, Tiffany. I'm not joking or just tricking you. I really am in love with you, Tiffany Hwang Miyoung"
"I... I...." You dropped the bouquet and ran away from me. I reached out but hence my legs wouldn't move, i could only stared at your back which growing smaller as you ran further and further. I dropped on my knees, letting the tears that I've been keeping out.

It's hurt, Fany-ah... It's hurt

tendojigoku
Oh my, I'm sorry I've neglected this fic. T^T will working on it soon :D

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lifedeath
#1
Chapter 5: this would be one of my fav story if......thus comments and subscribers really matters when sharing a nice story?? is taeny or snsd is not enough as a motivation?? i dont understand... im sorry..
soosica1989 #2
subs ^^ update soon
leieffect #3
please update,,
i really need your update,,,
DeeJea #4
Thanks for the re-up :)
EMT0304 #5
more update please ^^
vidaloca #6
so..
its just a wrong timing after all...
Fany should realize that when Tae away.
Hopefully Tae didn't have someone else for the mean time though.
update soon author.. Hwaiting! ^^
EMT0304 #7
Taeyeon wrong because too fast confess her feeling, Tiffany also wrong because directly ran away after that.
Now what they need is time and space.
Please update soon, And I wish TaeNy still in love after few years.
kkaptured #8
please update soon^^
i hope fany will sort her feelings out before taeyeon leaves for US thingy
tendojigoku
#9
@Kaerol: I'll do my best :D A little bit more on chapter 3 and soon will work on chapter 4. Please continue to support this fic :D Thanks :D