*Pillow Talk Pt 2*
Shine Bright Like BangtanTaeGi
Yoongi : is it about me?
Taehyung : yes
Yoongi : okay, ask away then
Taehyung : promise me you wont get mad?
Yoongi : if i dont have a reason to be, I wont
Taehyung : hyung, im serious
Yoongi : so am i
Taehyung : you still scares me sometimes
Yoongi : i wont be mad at you Tae. If its something that wasn't worth getting mad at, why would i waste my energy
Yoongi : and i believe there's nothing that you guys do even suprises me anymore
Taehyung : really?
Yoongi : as far as im concern
Taehyung : take an oath
Yoongi : i wont get mad. Happy?
Taehyung : that's not really an oath but i'll take it.
Taehyung : at least i know i wont be murdered in my sleep
Yoongi : 🙄
Yoongi : drama queen
Yoongi : so, what is it that you want to ask me?
Taehyung : i can be wrong and you don't hv to tell me if you don't want to but since we're in a middle of our pillow talk so, i hope you could be honest with me
Yoongi : you don't sound really convincing when u said i dont have to tell you anything
Taehyung : well, im really curious so...
Yoongi : curiousity killed the cat, ever heard of that?
Taehyung : hyung, you promise not to murder me, remember?
Yoongi : lol
Yoongi : i'm just joking Tae. Do i look like someone who could harm anyone?
Yoongi : you're the one who always said that i'm just a big softie.. why are you having a doubts now?
Taehyung : u dont but people r unpredictable
Taehyung : anyway, can i ask or not?
Yoongi : if u want to
Yoongi : i'm getting curious too by the way.
Taehyung : okay so...
Taehyung : listen.. i have a hunch that your crush on Jin hyung wasn't really a joke-type-of-crush, am i right?
Yoongi : he loves Namjoon. its all pointless
Taehyung : im well aware of that... so, it's true then?
Yoongi : which one? that he's already in love with namjoon or the fact that I'm in love with him?
Taehyung : both?
Yoongi : ....
Yoongi : am i that obvious Tae?
Taehyung : not really but if you really stare, you might've notice a few things
Yoongi : you're sharp, aren't you?
Taehyung : yeah. unlike the popular belief that says I'm an airhead which is I'm not, always
Taehyung : butttt, i thought i would receive a more resistance from you no?
Yoongi : what else you want me to say?
Yoongi : you already guess the right thing. if i deny it, it'll makes me more obvious
Yoongi : whatever.. why are we suddenly talking abt this, anyway?
Taehyung : i just want to know. I get that every people had a different ways of handling their emotions, but you seems like you're okay with it
Taehyung : i mean, you see them obliviously flirting like a married couple in front of you, you stays with Jin hyung in a same room at our dorm, and you joke abt them, talk abt them and all in while maintaining a straight face..
Taehyung : how do you that hyung?
Yoongi : practice, i guess
Taehyung : i'm being serious here hyung
Taehyung : Jimin doesnt hv anyone that he love as for now, I hoped so, but if he does, i dont think that i can remain emotionless like you
Yoongi : im not all the time emotionless Tae
Yoongi : it just that, i think i'm better at hiding my emotions away. Like, i don't dwell with it too long.
Yoongi : even if I did, I'll just cry all night and wake up as those feelings wasn't there the next morning
Taehyung : like how beyonce did?
Yoongi : i dont know if she ever did that but yeah
Taehyung : hyung, don't you want to try? i mean, tell Jin hyung how you feels abt him
Yoongi : i could but its just not worth it Tae. Everyone knows how perfect they're for each other
Yoongi : they've been each other rock for like eversince they met and I'm just a min yoongi
Taehyung : yeah they did. But i don't like the way you put yourself down like that
Yoongi : i'm not putting myself down. I mean, I'm just me and I kinda get used to being alone
Yoongi : because eventhough I couldn't have him, but i happy that he's with someone who I know were capable enough to take care of him
Yoongi : and I'm actually in the process of moving on. Jin hyung still pulled on my hearstrings sometimes, but it didn't effect me as much as it used to
Taehyung : wow... you're so strong hyung
Yoongi : i'm not. I living with it until i'm used to it. that's all Tae
Taehyung : why is love so painful hyung?
Yoongi : love is not always painful Tae.. if anything, it makes you happy and it gives you hope
Yoongi : minus all the worries that you feels, loving Jimin makes you happy right?
Taehyung : yeah it does
Yoongi : see.. it's not all that bad. It just a few bump on the road
Yoongi : if we're brave enough to say good-bye, life will reward you with a new hello
Taehyung : oh wow.. that's unexpectedly deep and positive
Taehyung : can i save that quote in my phone hyung?
Yoongi : sure. i found it on twitter anyway
Taehyung : hyung!! hahaha
Taehyung : i'm getting all impressed over your positivity and yet, you said that the quote is actually from twitter
Yoongi : so? do u actually thought i can say like that Tae?
Yoongi : whatever. at least, you're laughing rght now
Taehyung : aww.. you're really sweet, you know that hyung?
Taehyung : Jin hyung is ing blind
Yoongi : honestly, i mean, he rather have that walking distruction machine over this awesome AgustD
Yoongi : haha
Taehyung : hyung... i'm laughing but at the same time, i feel like crying.
Taehyung : is it bad?
Taehyung : you r really strong.. i would never imagine how it's like standing in your place right now
Yoongi : we're just the same Tae. We both love someone who we can't get. I mean, m'not sure abt Jimin but basically, we're just experiancing the same
Taehyung : r u really moving on right now Hyung?
Yoongi : yeah... except from those few times i feels my stomach drop whenever i saw the way Jin hyung stares at Joon.. but other than that i think, im doing great now
Yoongi : why did you ask anyway? want to try me?
Taehyung : eww no
Yoongi : oh wow, that's hurt
Taehyung : no, i didnt mean that! i mean, you're really just a brother to me and i know you're not going to love me more than that too,
Taehyung : right?
Yoongi : relax. Im just joking
Yoongi : i've seen you got your first so...
Taehyung : hyung wtf
Taehyung : but how can u be so sure its my first ?
Yoongi : it's not?
Yoongi : you're just a fetus back then
Yoongi : do babies even get a ? wtf?
Taehyung : that's the story for another time kekeke
Yoongi : thanks but no thanks.
Yoongi : I value my sanity more
Taehyung : you're no fun
Taehyung : but yeah.. if, if, there's someone else, not me, who really likes you, would you consider them?
Yoongi : like who? Hoseok?
Taehyung : I definately didn't say that
Yoongi : you're not the only one who had a 'sharp' eyes around around here Tae. I know s too
Taehyung : fine. but you don't hear this from me alright? you figured it out yourself
Yoongi : haha, why? he talks to you abt it?
Taehyung : not really. I mean, he's been dropping a few hints so we just had our wild guess
Yoongi : yeah.. i've notice
Taehyung : but you always ignores it. you don't like Hobi hyung?
Yoongi : sigh
Yoongi : its not that i dont like him Tae, but I'm not emotionally available for a relationship right now
Taehyung : but why? you said you're moving on from Jin hyung right?
Taehyung : so if you get closer to Hobi hyung, perhaps it'll be easier for you to forget your feelings for Jin hyung
Yoongi : that's exactly the problem
Yoongi : i dont want to be with him, or anyone just for the sake of moving on
Taehyung : but you could grown to love him too, you know
Yoongi : listen here Tae, I can really point out the same thing to you right now
Taehyung : what thing?
Yoongi : but i won't because its not my place to talk about that
Taehyung : i just dont want you to be sad hyung
Taehyung : Hobi hyung could be so perfect for you
Yoongi : I appreciate your concern, very much but the thing with Hobi is that, I'm just not in the condition to love someone else right now
Yoongi : i'm not trying to make it sounds like I'm a hot or whatever but if I force it, we'll just end up hurting each other
Yoongi : my point is that right now, I really dont want to be in a relationship with anyone
Taehyung : even if its Jin hyung?
Taehyung : i mean, if he's not in love with Namjoon hyung
Yoongi : yes.
Yoongi : i think that's just one of the reason why this process of me moving on is lots easier
Yoongi : i mean, i do imagine being with Jin hyung as something more than friends, but then, when i think about it, i rather not
Taehyung : i really dont get that
Yoongi : I just don't feel like i am emotionally available to love another human being Taehyung
Yoongi : i can't find it in me, that strong desire to love someone to the extend that i would really do anything for them
Yoongi : i'm just.. i don't know.. i feel nothing and I dont know how to explain it to you
Taehyung : it's okay hyung
Taehyung : you'll figure it out some day but Hoseok hyung is a really nice guy
Taehyung : if you were to fall for someone, we all would agree that it would be better if you choose Hobi hyung
Yoongi : yeah i know
Yoongi : probably too good for someone like me
Taehyung : what do you mean by someone like you, hyung?
Taehyung : you make me want to fight you for talking about yourself like that
Yoongi : idk Tae.. people just, dont' love someone like me
Taehyung : well, that people were probably bunch of hoes anyway.
Taehyung : i love someone like you
Taehyung : Namjoon hyung loves someone like you
Taehyung : jinnie hyung loves someone like you
Taehyung : jiminie loves someone like you
Taehyung : Ggukkie loves someone like you
Taehyung : Hobi hyung especially undoubtly loves someone like you
Taehyung : i could go on forever. please don't talk like that. Sure you have flaws, everyone have but that what makes you, you.
Taehyung : please don't put yourself down like that
Taehyung : i love you, remember that
Yoongi : thanks Tae. :)
Yoongi : i will stop now
Taehyung : no hyung. its okay for you to feel down, your feelings is valid but i want you to promise me, whenever you feel like that, talk to me about it
Taehyung : i'll love you as hardly as i could
Yoongi : don't make me feel sentimental this early Tae
Yoongi : yeah, i promise. and thank u
Taehyung : you're welcome hyung. :)
Yoongi : anyway, I want to ask you the same thing too
Yoongi : what if there's someone else who likes u, would u give them a chance?
Taehyung : who?
Yoongi : it's just a 'what ifs' question, Tae
Taehyung : i can't imagine myself loving someone else other than Jimin but maybe
Taehyung : idk, everyone deserves a try..I guess
Yoongi : so you'll consider it?
Taehyung : I don't know
Taehyung : maybe I will, but more like I won't.
Taehyung : idk, nan molla hyung😖
Yoongi : lol
Yoongi : relax
Yoongi : but really tho Tae.
Yoongi : if, just if, things didn't go well with your feelings toward Jiminie, please just move on and consider other person
Taehyung : 🤔
Taehyung : is there any other person you consider suit me more hyung?
Yoongi : no, I was just suggesting
Taehyung : hmmm
Taehyung : I feels like u know something that I don't
Yoongi : 🙄
Yoongi : I'm just worried abt you, you
Taehyung : do u kiss your mom with that mouth hyung?
Yoongi : yeah so what?
Yoongi : I'll kiss your with my feet if you don't come here with my snacks
Taehyung : 🙄🙄
Taehyung : fine fine
Taehyung : im coming
Yoongi : five seconds Tae. Or I won't open the door for you
Taehyung : oh you will 😏
Yoongi : I won't
Taehyung : you will 😏
Taehyung : because you love me too much Yoongie Biggie hyungie
Yoongi : you're gross bye
Yoonjin
Yoongi : jinnie hyung
Yoongi : I know you're sleeping but if u saw this text
Yoongi : we need to talk like asap
Yoongi : it's the kids problems. Not to be dramatic but don't mention it around them
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