A Life in Disguise
Description
Dongho had felt close to U-KISS' newly appointed leader, ever since they first debuted. But when Xander and Kibum got replaced, the bond grew and they soon became a little more than close friends. He always felt safe around Soohyun, like he could rely on him to help him get through his personal problems. It was safe to say that he definitely thought of him as at least an older brother.
He would die for Soohyun.
Soohyun had always wanted to protect Dongho, keep him safe from any harm. It was almost instinctual for him, like he was his own blood. It could be that he thought of him as a younger brother, but Soohyun knew better. He had fallen in love with the maknae of U-KISS. It was safe to say that he would do literally anything for him. It was also safe to say that he would die for him. Even;
He would kill for Dongho.
But when they mysteriously 'disappear' from the world's view, the rest of U-KISS is in a panic. Soohyun and Dongho know that they have to stick together, to find a way back to the life they once lived. Soohyun would do anything to keep Dongho within his reach.
He would even kill anyone that tried to take him away.
Foreword
“Hyung... What will happen to you now?” you whimpered from your place on our shared bed, curled tightly in the blankets, worry evident on your face.
“I don't know, babe,” I sigh, patting your bare shoulder, “I don't know...” The worst part is, my angel, that I haven't even told you the truth. And that's what you deserve in this case.
No. What you deserve is someone else. You don't deserve me telling you the truth, you deserve someone that's willing to give it to you. Someone that's not me.
“They can't get away with that!” you exclaim suddenly. You look so beautiful when you're angry, “You were just defending yourself! Isn't that legal? They can't charge you for self-defense”
And, just like that, you believe the lies and repeat them willingly. My heart shatters as I realize how much I've corrupted you. Before we were taken away --- which was my fault, by the way --- you were pure, innocent. You still are, in my eyes. What they've done to you will never change that. Now I have you hanging on my every word, your only hope in the dark world we live in now. You trust me way too much.
You believe all the lies I spout. Why? Because you're addicted to me. I'm the only one you have left, the only tie to how our life once was, as you are to me. I'm sorry that I've made you this way. I'm sorry that it's my fault your innocence was taken away. I feel disgusting, wrecking such a pure thing as you.
I'm so sorry I was the one that caused all this. That I've made you this way. I'm sorry that I'm this way.
“I don't think they'd believe it...” I whisper, “I had every reason to do what I did,” I desperately try to justify my crime to you, in secret, without letting you know too much. It's really pathetic, honestly, how much I crave your approval and love, “He was after you... He wanted to steal you away from me,”
“You know I would never let that happen...” you tenderly caress my face, lifting it up. Your soft lips brush mine in a tender kiss. I feel all the emotions you have hidden just in one lip-lock. Pain, sadness, love, lust. Kiss deeper, and I'd be able to find passion and gentleness, which is so unlike you. You're so used to having your way, to having me follow your every command. It's funny how the tables turn in moments and situations such as these.
But I guess that's a side effect of the world we live in now.
I have to do this, I remind myself. For both our sakes, “Dongho... I'm sorry,” I mumble as I plant kisses down your neck, trying to distract myself from the heavy crime I've committed with the sweet taste of your skin.
“It's not your fault... Soohyun,” you moan, clutching the fabric on my back tightly.
But it is my fault. The guilt makes me sick. What I'm about to do... Can never be undone. This is my worst sin, corrupting you. It doesn't matter what others I have committed, if I had lied to you about any of them, God's wrath would be relentless. If I had touched you in any way, he would never forgive me.
You're one of his precious angels, all of the people that hurt you before suffer eternal damnation, me included. I'm so sorry, but this has to be done. There's no way to prevent it.
I'm going to tell you a big lie.
This story is mainly based of off the Tick Tack translated lyrics.
Only the foreword is in second person... It's Soohyun talking about Dongho, NOT a 'you' fic.
So, this story is still a work in progress, like REALLY. Just hold in there, dearies ^^ Lord knows this site needs more 2Shin... >.<
Oh and beeteedubs, the title of this story is song lyrics. Credit:
Forgotten Children-- Tokio Hotel http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EaBploW4pRc
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