I prefer warm sunny summer vacation than a cold gloomy winter vacation. I do.

but I don't know how or why this man... he's like a human form of the sun,

he can make me feel warmth even on a winter season, and I don't know why but

I hate it,

he makes me feel vulnerable, he melts the ice walls I've worked hard to build around my heart

just for the sake of protecting myself from further pain that I most probably will inflict to myself later on.

Why....

Why does it seems like I will never have something permanent in my life.

A/N: Hi! it's my first ever fanfic that I decided to publish in this site.

I am actually not yet sure about how this one will go, but I'll probably just make it a short one.

English is not my first language so I hope you forgive me if you notice any errors here and there; also, I don't have someone

to proofread this for me sooo... ^^" I am actually contemplating whether to use the word "holiday" or not because apparently,

"holiday" in American English means it's a predecided celebration/event and most employees/students are off from work/school and it's different

from "vacation" where they're off from work/school because they decided it themselves; Regarding this, I thought that some people might misunderstand a part or even the whole context of the story so I decided to just stick to the American English even if I'm more familiar at using the word "holiday".

Thank you for taking interest in my humble fanfic and I hope you enjoy reading the whole thing. xx.