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Healing Camp Monday night 11.15pm   her guesting in the sensational and popular talk show, Healing Camp was on of the highest rated broadcasts the show has ever had. Needles to say that she is one of the most promising young model of the generation of today. BUT it had also helped that the ‘controversial’ preview of her interview was shown countless times on SBS channel a week prior to actual airing of the program.   Viewers highly anticipated this Healing Camp episode as Ms. Hong Soojoo was about to go all-out on her past relationship with an ex-boyfriend whom she claims she still has feelings up to now.   Healing Camp has a very unique concept of letting their guest feel comfortable during the show by customizing an atmosphere specific to their own individual character and personalities. They wanted their guest to feel at home and calm and basically, just be themselves. In that way, they can open themselves up to the broadcasted in national television. Well, that was the intention in the first place – make them come clean on issues especially on rumors hounding them.   For Hong Soojoo, the interview was done in a garden restaurant a few miles from the city proper of Seoul. It was her favorite place ever since she was a little girl. She and her family frequent the restaurant very often. And ever since she had become a celebrity model, it was a hideout, an escape to prying eyes of the public. It was even a ‘date’ place for her and Jisoo too.   The organizers had to re-arrange the big lawn to set up four mini couches facing each other, separated by a wooden round table in the middle. Snacks and drinks were placed in the table (Hong SooJoo’s choice as well) for anyone to eat.   Hosts Lee Kyung-Kyu, Kim Jae-Dong and Han Hye-Jin greeted Hong SooJoo even before the cameras started rolling: they’re also very excited. They didn’t waste any more time and got to the point right away. They covered what needed to be covered. The hosts asked the most daring questions and Hong SooJoo answered them like there’s no tomorrow and as if she was not a celebrity and had no image to protect.   And she was honest. Brutally honest.   Kim Jae Dong asked SooJoo straightforward, “What do you think was the major reason why your relationship didn’t work out?”   She paused for a while, obvious that she was composing an answer. She was, but she just organizing her thoughts.   “Reasons, Oppa. Reasons.” She began. “I was older than him and I controlled him. I took advantages of him, I knew that he’s always be there for me. When I call, he’d be there. Always, I took him for granted but he’d always there for me.”   “So you’re the guy in the relationship?” Han Hye Jin asked.   “Not really…” Soojoo answered, “But mostly, I was the one who was calling the shots, because I wanted to and he let me. The relationship is a go, when I want to. It’s off when I don’t want to. I dump him whenever I feel like it. Before I didn’t feel anything, about being guilty and stuff. When another guy comes along, he takes a back seat.”   “Are you honestly saying that you used him?” Hye Jin followed up with another question.   Soojoo’ eyes starting to tear u. “Yes… I was in denial that I did. I was a bad girl for doing that. I broke up some of his relationship. I kept him hanging so many times. I made him cry, I ruined him.”   She began to cry now. Han Hye Jin had to pass a tissue to her to wipe her tears.   Those were genuine tears and genuine pain,   Hong Soojoo realized how much she had hurt Jisoo. No, the realization didn’t come overnight. She was stopping herself all this time from calling him, from getting in touch with him because from what she learned, he was in a relationship with someone.   That someone, she doesn’t know who. All she was told is that Jisoo is in a serious relationship now and is very much in love with his new girlfriend.   She started to get panic.   Before, with his previous relationships, all she heard were words “very much in love” but not “In a serious relationship”.   After she had called it quits with Lee Jaehyun she realized that the one she wants to be with is that someone who had kept up with her all these years. And for the last time, although, she knew it’s going to be messy, but she’s willing to win Jisoo back.   She will win Jisoo back and start all over again. At all cost. Just like the old times.   “Do you still love him?” it was Lee Kyung-Kyu’s turn to ask her.   “Yes… I do. I still love him, so very much.” She confessed, tears still streaming down her face. Her confession sincere, feelings without any apprehension. “All these years, it’s always been him. I’m willing to take him back. I’ll do whatever it takes. I’ll beg him if I have to. I’ll court him, I’ll woo him. I’ll be his slave, I’ll be the guy and do those things to win him back again. Things will change this time… for the better, for the best. I’ll make up for all the shortcomings, for all the wrong things I did.”   Han Hye Jin began to cry too. She felt her pain. Right in front of her was a woman who truly sorry for hurting the man she loved, and still loves, and now ready to make amends to do everything just to get him back.   “I’m sorry Chu…”   she said his name.   in one of the highest-rated shows in South Korea. There’s only one popular Chu in South Korea. One Chu linked to Hong Soojoo. Jennie Kim’s Chu.   “Let’s start again, baby.” Hong Soojoo went on, “I’m sorry… I love you so much.”  

 

Jennie Kim’s House Past 12 midnight   Jennie tried to turn off the TV with the remote control but it won’t close. Apparently, it wasn’t the remote control that she’s holding but her mobile phone.   Her mind’s replaying what she have just watched.   It’s always been him. I’m willing to take him back. I’ll do whatever it takes. I still love him, so very much. I’m sorry Chu. Let’s start again, baby.   Jennie felt as if the world came crashing down on her. Few months ago, she was Yeri. That she has never been jealous of anyone. Now, someone just raised the ‘red flag’ on her.   So, she is the one.   But Jennie admires her… she is beautiful, elegant, classy, matured, reserved.   Jisoo’s ideal type.   Maybe the whole South Korea thinks they look good together and they deserve a second chance. It’s not the second chance though. She hasn’t had the opportunity to ask Jisoo how many chances he had given her.   Hong Soojoo looked and sounded sincere, Jennie thought.   She swallowed hard. Thoughts were racing in her head. Her heart is beating like crazy. She stood up not knowing what to do. Should she call Jisoo? Did he watch the show? This was pre-recorded. Maybe he already knows this… maybe Hong Soojoo already called him before.   Her mobile phone already began to beep endlessly as it started to be flooded with messages.   No, she doesn’t want to read them. She had an idea of what those messages are even before reading them.   Jennie sat on the sofa again, she put her feet up, her head on her knees. She closed her eyes.   Jennie can’t deny that she had fallen in love with Kang Jisoo seriously.   Everyone knows how she have worked hard to be in Red Velvet, how she flew alone from the New Zealand, being young and all that, just to fulfill her dream. Even severing ties with her own family at one point.   Even at her peak of her career, Jennie still strives. Her enthusiasm and fervor never goes down, she never lets fame get into her head, not for once became complacent in her job. That’s how Jennie worked and still works and wanted to work in the future. A truly professional and dedicated artist who loves her craft.   But she’s willing to throw that dream and what she has accomplished so far in blink of an eye…   Everything.   Throw everything in a blink of an eye.   For Jisoo.   That’s how she loves Kang Jisoo.   Maybe they started a bit off. Jisoo didn’t really liked her. It was a blind date. And it wasn’t even her own blind date. It was Joy’s and Nayeon’s.   She wasn’t his type to begin with, he made sure she knew that at the very beginning. Some of his friends didn’t like her, they preferred that he’d hook up with someone with ‘more class’. Maybe compared to Hong Soojoo, she’s inferior but that doesn’t mean she can offer less.   But what if Jisoo chooses to go back to her?   Jennie was bitting her nails. She was trying to control her tears from falling. Until Jisoo tells her goodbye, then she would cry.   He wouldn’t leave her, Jennie thought. ‘My Chu won’t leave me.”   Then her tears just started to fall. It was two am when she fell asleep. She didn’t manage to go to her room anymore. Jennie fell asleep crying assuring herself that Jisoo won’t leave her just like that.  

 

Jisoo’s Pad Tuesday Morning 9am   “Jisoo…” her voice cracked, it sounded as if she just cried or was about to cry.   “Noona…” he replied.   Game over. Game over… for Jisoo. Game over… for Jisoo… Again. Jisoo just woke up. He answered his mobile phone without looking at who’s calling. He thought it was Jennie, but he recognized her voice. Why wouldn’t he? After all these years, her voice was too familiar to him. He couldn’t forget her.   He looked at the clock on his bedside table, almost nine am. It was still early for him since he doesn’t have a schedule that Tuesday.   “Baby, are you up?” Hong Soojoo asked.   Baby. She called him that again.   Jisoo know the drill. He knows she’s back again.   At this point in time, he was supposed to feel still sleepy but no, he was wide-awake. He was nervous.   “Noona…” he repeated again. Jisoo sat up.   “Did you watch last night?” she asked, “Healing camp?”   no, he did not watch. But Jisoo kind of figured what she was referring to. Healing camp. And after a couple of years or so, she calls again. Something is up.   Moment of truth again.   Jisoo is back on crossroads. He’s been there many, many times. She’s hurt him then she comes back. Not only does he welcome her back, he runs back to her.   He was rubbing his temples; his heart was pounding. He couldn’t think straight.   She dumped him for. One time for Jisung and the latest for Lee Ji Sub. They were his Sunbae, he couldn’t argue. All Jisoo could do was beg but it was futile. All he got was a text message from Soojoo saying she was sorry and she’d loved him truly.   And there he was broken.   Until she comes back again and the vicious cycle will start.   Just like now.   Jisoo was trying to recall happy memories with Soojoo. All he remembers are those times when she finally comes back to him, that’s when he is happiest. Their dates are also mostly hanging out in their own houses. Typical celebrity dates.   She was the serious type but can be funny at times. But Jisoo was very, very attracted to her. Attracted to everything about her. Her looks, her attitude, the way she talks, the way she carries herself, the way she handles Jisoo. Everything that is Hong Soojoo.   Jisoo breathes Hong Soojoo.   That is why no matter how much she’d hurt him, it