The Lost Love

Description

 

"I love her, I really do. I’ll do anything for her but there’s a hole in our relationship, a wall between both of us." - Boy

 

"I love him, I really do. Time passes and people changes, and the hole in my heart that once he filled in, is now empty, emptier than it ever was." - Girl

 

"But I can’t leave, nor can I stay. " - Both

Foreword

 

Hello there everyone. I'm back with a new short fan fiction. This fan fiction will have 10 chapter or less.

So,do you guys know Infinite – Can You Smile translation? 

 

if you don’t, here you go. 
 

I remember that feeling from a long ago when I looked at you
I remember that time when I knew you, you knew me
I think about those desperate times when I wanted to be like you, hang out with you
but it’s merely a memory that’s passed by

*and, can you smile? You want this, you hope for this
I can’t seem to have you with only my heart
and, can you smile? I said to go, I said I’m okay
seems like I can give nothing but this to you at the end

I remember a long time ago when I received your heart
I think of those times when you were overflowing to me and i was thankful
we came across a farewell when we loved the most, when we were the happiest
I couldn’t hold you back because you were overflowing to me, because i was sorry

*repeat

And still, still, in the end, still I… but probably in the end, I still..
And still, still, in the end, still I… but in the end, I still...

but I was suffocating from those frequent words of yours
you tell me with rage that my way of talking and actions make you lose your words, that they make your anger rise
on this violent night, the stars lit up the sky, the moon shone, and you went steadily down your path
stars and the night are coming, they’re only covered by other stars
the moon always stay there I’ll always be here for you want you

and, can you smile? I said to go, I said I’m okay
because you can only be happy once you leave my side.

 

Through the song, I make one story explaining it in two situation, 

1) Relationship

2) Break Up

 

I will explain at the end of the story what I mean by the situation. 

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corinneniix
#1
Chapter 5: This story is so beautiful!
But this can't be the end right???
No way!!!
Can you make a sequel? I want a happy ending!!
Or give me the permission to write the sequel however I like? (joking)
This is beautiful. I love bojoong too
IDONTWRITEFFANYMORE #2

hello @yuichi
yes it is complicated. as girls, we tend to think a lot. Boa is like that because he don't think Jaejoong loves her as much as she does.
She feels like as time passes by, the more they lost the love between them. about the ring, it's a couple ring, somehow like a promise ring (if you watch glee).
Jaejoong on the other hand, is afraid of showing his love for Boa because he's scared that she'll leave him.
For Jaejoong's feelings, it can be described through this song,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zpU3oA9lmhQ
yuichi
#3
This is such a nice story...but a bit complicated in terms of bojoong's relationship.. is it just boa who's confused about her feelings?just wanting to be sure, hehe...I thought, at first, boa was falling out of love, but as what seulgi said, they just don't realize how they love each other., I wonder why boa feels different towards jae, I mean, yeah, she loves him, but there seemed to be some uncertainties going through her mind. What's the reason behind it? tell me~ and the ring - so they are engaged? I hope boa can clear her thoughts soon to avoid issues between her and jaejoong...I'll be waiting for new updates...I like your foreword and so is the story, keep it up!
oh btw - 'he decided to wear a suit so that they can share the embarrassment together.' jae is so sweet but then again, he should have just told her to wear casual clothes lol or probably he really wanted to see boa wearing a dress haha!!
tikaluph #4
oh, at the first time I read your foreword, I thought you used Lee Ssang's song "The Girl Who Can't Break Up, The Boy Who Can't Leave". Urgh, though it will be sad ending, I hope the best for them! Next chapter please (;
BoA_TVXQ #5
Please update soon. Hope that Jaejoong will appear soon ne