Here I'm again being a fool one, hoping for you to come back to me and it’s me again right?. Never I can please you right?. You just see me as a burden, not as your source happiness like always. I don't know when it started but every time it hurt me so much seeing your angriness to me and sometimes if you get in contact with me it scared me. Everything I do is wrong right?. I'm the biggest stupid here because just accept whatever your lame accuses.

If you do it’s GOOD, if I do it’s DONE. How can you always say that I’m wrong. You always want to win. Your words become your ultimate weapon. Why I can't blame you?. I was attracted to your confidence at first but now, every day I went down on my knees asking for your forgiveness even I don't know what my faults. You magnified even my minor mistakes and pushed me to the edge of the cliff. Well, I love you anyway, that’s why I put up with you and swallow everything. I'm may look happy but in my heart, it hurt like hell.

Every day every night. Feel like a fool you gotta know. Why are you always mad at me. Can we go back to the way we were. Somehow I miss the time when you look at me lovingly. Did you remember, in past, you didn't even allow anyone to hurt me, you said I'm everything and I'm your world. But, how now? Did it still valid to me? 

If you do it always becomes the right words. If you do I can never win. Suddenly you become a different person and I don't even know who you are. We are like strangers. When we get along well I get more nervous, too nervous that I only could thought that maybe your way to say goodbye. If I say something you always say let’s break up. So I can’t get any closer. Can’t deepen my love for you, it's that my fault too?.

Your major is saying the same thing over and over. You force me to do things to please you
I am tired of these trials with already known results. I’m desperate to break free. I'm desperate too free from you that can make you happy. To you, they’re just friends. To me, they’re jerks who could be flirting with you. I hope I mark you mine so that there will be no one gonna get near you but another mistake I do that I in mess. 
 

I wish you wouldn’t go too far but you just can’t stop. Now I say in my sleep, I’ll be good as long you still need me and who know there will be hope for us right?. I'm always want to talk but you always try to not. When there’s nothing to say you always say, I’m gonna go to bed and leaving me downfounded. Frustrated with no one to talk to. I'm crying im my sleep hopping for you to give backhug. Sometimes I delude myself that I’m trapped 

Did you even think about me even once?. I think I get enough already. I think it's the time already for me to let you go even it gonna be hard me.  If you asking me to stay maybe I gonna stay and be with you again. it's that okay with you?. Can you just tell that you still need me? then I will the happiest person ever.

But, if you choose to break's up with me, then it okay, I'm okay. Don't worry, don't mind me, I would rather be alone because I'm already used to it. Time gonna heal me as long as you happy then I'm gonna happy too.