If you ask me what happiness is...

When this life is done

Maybe when this love is gone

I have been looking at you since I learned the beauty of this world. You are one of the most precious human being I've ever known. You are bright, funny, sweet, caring and most importantly, you aren't shy about me.

Living isn't my main priority. Eversince a child, I only want nothing but to have a peaceful rest. I am tired...so damn tired. I don't want to continue waving in the mornight light but here you are...you told me that life is worth giving a fight the moment you said hello. I am not the best person to befriend with but I am glad I was worth your time.

Day by day, I am looking forward to see you. My eagerness escalates whenever your beautiful face appears in front of me, armed with your wonderful smile. My heart never failed to skip a beat whenever you my hair. I love your touch so much. In my heart, I know that I am loving you now too much.

Things started changing when you fell in love with the wrong guy. Your smile lessens. Your time for me lessens. Why can't it just be me? I am willing to make you happy...but you'd rather chose to love that man.

And I am starting to hate you both for that.

Someday when it all goes black

I might wanna go back

But I know I can't go back to you...

I am the perfect girl everybody admired yet my heart proved it otherwise when it started beating for you. Of all people, why it had to be you? I want nothing but to treat you as a friend. For everyday I am seeing you, I know you had me the moment you smiled at me...and my heart never rest after that.

Goading to see you every morning isn't normal. Wanting to be with you will never be normal. Am I losing my sanity if I admit I want nothing but to wake up with you next to me?

Why can't you fight for me? Is my love not enough? You know, if only you will ask me to follow your world, I might happily comply. That's how much I love you...but you just don't. You can't love someone like me.

So I am trying my best to erase you in my system. Maybe one day, you will need me again.

Yet I don't know if I will be there just in case that moment ever happen...and I am starting to hate you for that.

A/N: STRICTLY One shot. ----> reminder to myself. ^^

I fell in love with the english lyrics of this song so yeah, I can't move on without typing something for it.

-MINAMI-