~~Its inevitable everything that's good comes to an end its impossible to know if after this we can still be friends~~ Luhan quietly packed his things , Baekhyun was watching him with a blank expression. (but deep inside —no matter how much he denies,he's hurting.) Please take it back,take it back. Luhan secretly hoped. He hoped Baekhyun would stop him. He hoped Baekhyun would surprise him with something like 'will you marry me?' because today is their 3rd Anniversary. Is it too much to ask? Please. Please. Please. But many minutes had passed,still no sign of Baekhyun regretting his decision from earlier. Luhan was on the verge of crying again,but he mentally scolded himself to keep calm. Silently,hesitantly he asked: "C-can I stay for the night,I—" "k." the short response was a punch in the gut for Luhan , but he'll take what he can get with no complaints. "thank you..." he said at Baekhyun's retreating back. ~~I know you're saying you don't wanna hurt me but maybe you should show a little mercy the way you look I know you didn't come to apologize~~ Baekhyun comes back later,carrying something in his hands he handed Luhan a spare blanket. Luhan knows what this means. He'll sleep on the couch. And it hurts. But its better than not sleeping here for the last time. He'll miss this place once he leaves. "listen,Luhan." Luhan tries to ignore the painful sound of his name coming from Baekhyun's lips. "I didn't intend to hurt you,but i thought it would be kind of unfair not to let you know. I'm sorry,I hope you find it in your heart to forgive me. Someday." Baekhyun says almost apologetically but he isn't looking at Luhan,it makes Luhan want to die. Why is this happening? When did Baekhyun stop loving him? What was the reason? Why? How? Luhan wants to ask. But he's too hurt to even utter a word. ~~hey, oh why you wearing that to walk out of my life? ~~ Luhan catches a glimpse of the necklace —the paper airplane necklace he gave to Baekhyun on his birthday along with a promise that 'no matter how far we may be,there's always a chance for us to see each other again' , on Baekhyun's neck. Why is he still wearing that? Hope flares up Luhan's chest. ~~even though its over,you should stay tonight if tomorrow you won't be mine won't you give it to me one last time? oh baby,let me love you goodbye~~ "B-Baekkie— Baekhyun , c-can I kiss you? just for the last time , please?" Baekhyun freezes but he tries his best to act calm. That question from Luhan made him feel regretful. It makes him want to jump on the fragile Luhan but remembering his decision,Baekhyun stops himself. Tells himself he shouldn't be feeling things when he already made a decision. Freeing himself from Luhan. So he slowly,tentatively faces Luhan to give him a small nod. Its the least he can do to lessen Luhan's pain. It could also serve as an apology kiss. Or a goodbye kiss. Baekhyun thought he saw Luhan smile before he leans in to press his lips against his. The kiss was so full of emotions. So full of Luhan's affection for Baekhyun. So sincere and pure and it makes Baekhyun guilty. It makes him weak. 'I'm gonna miss you. Luhan tries to tell Baekhyun through the kiss. He kisses Baekhyun with all his heart. If this is the last time he'll ever get to kiss Baekhyun he might as well take advantage of it. ~~Unforgettable , together held the whole world in our hands Unexplainable,a love that only we could understand~~ Their kiss turned into something more. It wasn't a normal touch of lips anymore,it was more like making out. Baekhyun was on top of Luhan,while the latter was on his back laid flat on the couch while Baekhyun was hovering above him. Baekhyun roamed his hands on Luhan's body,he was about to slip it inside Luhan's shirt when Luhan stopped him. He slowly pushed Baekhyun away. "no s-stop." that was a painful punch to Baekhyun's face. Luhan was rejecting him. Oh. Right. They're over. "I'm sorry." said Baekhyun,embarrassed. He gathered himself and sat formally on the couch. ~~I know there's nothing I can do to change it but this is something that can be negotiated~~ "Please tell me the truth Baekhyun. Do you really want us to part? Do you have no feelings left for me at all?" Baekhyun was taken aback. He doesn't know either. He's really confused,himself. But since everything is messed up , he th