Begining of Freshman year, I met a guy name Jun Hyung. He's known all around this place but this was first time i met him. He most 

definitely caught my attention. And i was attracted to him. To my disappointed there was always this girl, Jung Sul, hanging around him i

don't know if she was his girlfriend or wat she was to him. And i have to admit i was a little bit jealous. I dont mean to be conceited or

anything but she's not that pretty. But there was a good advantage too, I had every class with him and i had all the chances to get to talk

to him. And  i most definitely took my chance. I started talking to him more and more everyday but seem as though my relationship with

him wasn't growing at all, it seems like he was just shuting me out. Although he makes me feels really happy and special at times because

of all the hugs he gave me and all the sweet and memorizing smiles he'll give me. But when i realize that i'm not the only he does all those

sweet little stuff too i felt very heart broken. But come to think of it there was nothing to be heart broken about because only i liked him

and since he seem to not notice my actions or either he's ignore it so i just stopped liking him. Our relationship stayed that way 

throughout the rest of the freshman year. And he would always tell me about his girls he talked to and how they break his heart and man it hurted

so  bad. I would jus gaze at him wondering "Would you ever look at me, the same way i do with you..." There was this girl that broke his 

heart and he would just cry every night wondering what he would do if she ever left him. And i hated to see him upset, depressed, sad and 

every word describing a person who's is feeling unloved. I don't know what to say or do to make him feel better so i'll just comfort him 

and listen to his stories about why he is so sad or upset. I still remember one time when he was so depressed that day in Geomentry.

I still remember him, telling me about Jung Sul. She also goes to school with us, and to my knowledge he's known her ever since 

Elementary School and he's always liked her but he never gathered the courage to confess his love to her. Jung Sul also had a new man 

next to her and that caused him to be more depressed. I can't really hate her because I can't blame her for not loving him. You can't force 

someone to love another person if they don't, but you can't stop yourself from loving that person either. Sometimes i just want to yelled 

at her and tell her that he freakin loves her and that he cries every night because of her and that he'll give her the whole world and that 

she mean everything to him and that she should just love him because he could be the one to give her everything she could ever dream of 

or want and although he's not the best looking guy or the most handsome in the world, he has the sweetest heart and he'll give up 

anything to be with her, but unfortunately life doesn't work that way.

I walked into class that morning, that morning he looked stranger that any other day. He wouldn't look at me or talk to me he jus looked 

down and not say a 

single word. And of course i was worried. 

"Hey are you ok?" 

"Yea, I'm fine."

Ummm he looks so sad "Hey, whats wrong?"

"Nothing, just leave me alone?" this time he raised his voice with me a little.

This was the first time ever he had raise his voice with me and i felt hurted and upset.