To: H
to the boys i've loved beforeI like the light in your eyes when you talk about your interests and what made you smile.
I like your warmth and the security I felt with you.
I like how you are responsible, family oriented, hard working and cared for the people around you.
I like your humour, becaused it matched mine.
I like yoour touch.
I like you sharing with me your stories, who you are as a person, and whom you aspire to be.
But soon I realised.
I am not what you need.
You are stronger without me.
I am dead weight.
But I didn't care.
Somehow
I began to dislike your coldness.
How temperamental you got.
How easily you switched between hot and cold.
I dislike how I was the one mostly starting conversations.
I dislike your nonchalant wats.
I dislike how you made me feel.
I dislike how you got me down.
Maybe this was it.
It was just my wishful thinking.
We were never meant to be.
I see it now.
Crystal clear.
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