(Busan Fancon Day 1)

“Pairing in Wanna One that has the best chemistry?”

Most votes go to Park Jihoon and Park Woojin. Daniel peeked a little at Jihoon when he saw Jihoon raised JihoonXWoojin nameplate, he couldn’t help but feel disappointed. They indeed have the best chemistry of all and nobody including Daniel can deny that. But that doesn’t mean he is happy with that.

Next, Wanna One is performing Twilight. At a part near the end where they are free to do anything, Daniel can see from the corner of his eyes Woojin ran towards where Jihoon is and pretend to kiss Jihoon, gaining a wild scream from the fans as response. Daniel knows it was just pretending but from Daniel’s angle, it looks like they really did kissed.

On the other hand, when Jihoon saw Woojin ran towards him, his eyes widened but before he can do anything, Woojin grabbed his head and pretend to kiss him. After Woojin released him, Jihoon’s attention shifts to find his boyfriend and sigh in relieve seeing Daniel is not looking his way but was busy interacting with fans. He is safe for the moment but Jihoon knows that sooner or later footage of them ALMOST kissed will be spread on social media like disease and sooner or later Daniel is going to see that.

Just by imagining that makes Jihoon’s body grow cold. Jihoon thinks hard of what to do to amend this then an idea came up in his mind. The final pose of Twilight is where they supposed to do a group hug. So when they hug, Jihoon tap Daniel’s arm a little, gaining the older’s attention and make a kissy face, attempting to kiss Daniel. But as soon as their eyes met, Daniel looked away, ignoring Jihoon’s attempt.

To say that Jihoon is disappointed is understatement. Jihoon is beyond hurt. And it gets worst that Daniel ignored him throughout the way back to dorm, not even sparing him a glance. From that, Jihoon can safely conclude that Daniel saw Woojin and his interaction and surely the older didn’t like it one bit. Jihoon decides to confront the older once they arrived at the dorm.

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Once they arrived at the dorm, as usual, Daniel lets everyone to wash ahead of him and will go last. Jihoon is first to finish as he wants to prepare himself for the talk with Daniel.

Daniel is lying on his bed, occupied with his phone, scrolling through social media to catch up with the fans.

Jihoon sat at the foot of Daniel’s bed and earn Daniel’s attention.

“What is it?” Daniel said coldly, eyes are still not averted from his phone

Jihoon fidgeted in his seat, playing with his fingers while looking at anywhere but Daniel. “Um, I’m sorry”

Daniel didn’t answer him at all, still looking at his phone as if it was the most interesting thing in the world.

Jihoon tried to get Daniel’s attention by snatching the phone from his hands. “Hyung, I said I’m sorry”

Daniel looks annoyed but held it in, he sat up to sit crossed-leg and faced Jihoon, “What for?”

“About the concert just now” Jihoon paused, “It was Woojin who come to me and we didn’t kiss I swear!” Jihoon said with a slightly higher tone

Daniel hums in response but has that expressionless face on. Jihoon couldn’t read what was on Daniel’s mind, something he can do easily before. What’s with hyung?

“Also, I chose Woojin and me to have the best chemistry just for fan service, you know I only love you right?” Jihoon said again

Again, Daniel only hums in response.

Jihoon didn’t know what else to say so he stays quiet and the room is filled with awkward silence. Jihoon always likes to be left alone with Daniel before but he really hates this situation now. All he wanted to do is sleeping and cuddling with his boyfriend, not getting a stranger look from the latter.

“Are you done?” Daniel asked, breaking the silence.

Jihoon thought hard. There’s nothing more to apologize right? Did I miss something? Jihoon purposely leave out the Japan incident, assuming that Daniel didn’t watch the show so he nodded in reply.

“Then, you can leave” Daniel said again still with no emotion writing on his face, “I’m tired”

Jihoon widened his eyes, is he hearing things right? Daniel didn’t just chase him away right? “What?”

Daniel looks annoyed, Jihoon can read that at least, “I said can you leave so I can rest? Is that really hard to understand Park Jihoon?” He said while massaging his head, emphasizing his annoyance

Park Jihoon? Jihoon thought, since when Daniel called him that way? He is beyond hurt now. But Jihoon is not one to back out in this.

He stood up and faced Daniel, although tears started to pool in his eyes, he held it in and try to appear stronger. “What did I do to deserve this kind of treatment? Park Jihoon? Is that how you picture our relationship now? You got angry over those petty interactions that were just for fan service. You act as if you’ve never done that before. You flirt around other celebrities and staffs on your schedules, do you think I wouldn’t know that?! You might think it was harmless flirt but you wouldn’t know what they might think with that!!! Do you think I’m fine with that? No, I’m not fine at all!!” Jihoon screamed at him, making quite a commotion.

That gained the attention of other members as they all are scurrying at the door to Daniel’s shared room. Daniel glanced a little at the door for a while. Jihoon couldn’t see them as he is standing back-facing the door and he didn’t want anyone to see him crying over this so he stood still on his spot.

Daniel stood up, walk pass Jihoon to the door where the members are gathering.

“What happened to Jihoon? Daniel?” Jisung asked Daniel

Daniel sighed, “Nothing hyung, can I have a moment? I’ll return the room later” Daniel said to no one in particular.

However, they nod their head and leave the room one by one. “Solve your problem as soon as possible before you regret it” was Seongwoo’s advice before he left the room, “Take your time”

Daniel nods in response before closing and locking the door to have more privacy.

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Jihoon is still not moving an inch. Now what? He blurted out his insecurities to Daniel and look like a pathetic possessive boyfriend. He hung his head low and didn’t dare to face Daniel or anyone after his sudden outburst.

Daniel walks and stands in front of him. The room once again was filled with silence. Neither him nor Daniel was saying anything. Jihoon didn’t know what to say and only wait for Daniel to say something.

After a few minutes of silence, he heard Daniel sighs again. He was about to look up at Daniel but suddenly his face was pressed against Daniel’s chest.  Daniel hugged him tight, his face was buried on the crooked of Jihoon’s neck. Jihoon didn’t know how to response, his arms hang loosely at the side. He didn’t expect this to come as they were just having their first argument in their relationship.

“What do I do with you?” Daniel whispered in his neck, his breathe ghosted his skin, sending shivers down his spine.

Jihoon opens his mouth to say something but Daniel cut him up, “I was about to act all cool and unaffected with you clinging around with our members especially Woojin but forget it, I couldn’t hold it anymore.” Daniel said, still hugging him tightly

“I’m sorry for talking harshly before, I didn’t mean it” Daniel breaks the hug to look face to face with Jihoon. There’s still some trace of tears evident in his face and Daniel reached out and wiped them, “I’m sorry for making you cry. I really regret it” Daniel said apologetically

Now, Jihoon can read Daniel’s expression, he knows what’s Daniel thinking, he knows Daniel talks sincerely. He heaved a sigh that he didn’t know he had been holding his breath all this time. Jihoon is relieved that finally he is seeing the Daniel that he knew. He is scared and insecure when he couldn’t read Daniel’s emotion earlier. All these drastic change of emotions overwhelmed him and he couldn’t help but cry again.

Daniel looks panic at his sudden outburst but before he could say anything, Jihoon encircle his hands around Daniel’s waist and pull him into the hug. He couldn’t care less that he is staining Daniel’s shirt but he needs Daniel’s hug the most at that moment. Daniel wordlessly hugs him back and they stay that way for a while.

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They cuddle on Daniel’s bed as Jihoon refused to let go of Daniel.

“Hyung, did you watch this week’s Wanna One Go Episode?” Jihoon asked carefully

Daniel has one of his hands Jihoon’s head that is lying on his chest and hum in response

Jihoon tensed up a little and look up at Daniel guiltily, “Hyung, that was-“

Daniel stopped him before he could say anything more, “It’s fine, you don’t have to explain anything, I trust you”

“It’s not fine. If I were in your place, I’ll be wanting your explanation, I’ll want you to explain everything, and that’s what I’m going to do” Jihoon said while sitting up, detaching himself from Daniel.

Daniel looks at him softly, “Then explain” he said shortly but it doesn’t sound cold to Jihoon.

“I want you to be jealous.” Jihoon starts, “I cling on all members to make you jealous. You have a lot of schedules, meeting a lot of people there and have them all fawn over you that I’m so jealous. But no matter what I do with the members, you seem so cool that I thought you didn’t love me as much as I do.” Jihoon said, not daring to look at Daniel

“When we were asked to go to Japan without you and Seongwoo hyung, I thought I was the only one who will be missing you as you didn’t come to comfort me when I was sulking” Jihoon said again, “So, I came up with the idea of making you jealous. I admit I asked Woojin to kiss me. But I asked him to kiss me on my cheek, I swear. I didn’t know he’ll kiss me there!” Jihoon defends himself. “For the other members, I admit it was purely my fault as I threatened them to play along with me.”

“Where did he actually kiss you?” Daniel said, back to his unreadable expression that Jihoon didn’t like, “On the lips?”

“H..Here” Jihoon stutters while pointing at the corner of his lips, closing his eyes to avoid Daniel’s.

Jihoon is ready for another accusing word from Daniel but when he realized it Daniel had his lips pressed against his, first at the corner of his lips where he pointed at and move towards the center to capture his full lips.

Jihoon instinctively kissed back and different from their usual short peck, Daniel deepened the kiss. He at Jihoon’s bottom lips and Jihoon moaned in response, opening his mouth for Daniel’s access. Daniel didn’t waste a second before plunging his tongue inside Jihoon’s cavern, earning another moan from Jihoon. This is Jihoon’s first time to be this intimate and he is sure he’ll be craving for this more.

Daniel expertly savour all parts of Jihoon’s mouth, not leaving an inch behind, and Jihoon moan shamelessly response. Daniel seems like he is not going to stop anytime soon but Jihoon’s lungs is screaming for air. Jihoon weakly put his hands on Daniel’s chest, attempting to push Daniel but fail miserably as Daniel’s strong hold on his nape and another hand trap him against the wall.

Daniel laps on Jihoon’s lips for quite some times and as much as Jihoon wants this to last, he needed his portion of oxygen. A tear slips his eyes down to Daniel’s wrist that is holding his nape. The dampness gained Daniel’s attention as he immediately breaks the kiss.

Jihoon’s first instinct is to take in as much as oxygen back to his system. His eyes are unfocused and hooded with the previous activities and his lips are swollen from the intensity. Jihoon looks so breathtaking in Daniel’s eyes at the moment. He looks so submissive and fragile that a little touch could break him. It is driving Daniel’s insanity to edge.

Just several seconds after breaking the kiss, Jihoon couldn’t help but want to reconnect their lips. He looks at Daniel desperately and his hands are still clutching on the shirt in front of Daniel’s chest.

Daniel stole another peck on Jihoon’s lips before flopping down beside Jihoon. He rests his entire weight on the wall and look in front. “It’s working” Daniel said, his voice sounds raspy, “I tried so hard to appear cool and unaffected but I’m jealous as seeing you and the other members. I don’t want to share you with anyone, I’m that possessive. I thought you wouldn’t like that and that wasn’t cool so I held myself in” Daniel chuckled, “I guess it backfires at me as I finally blow up with jealousy”

Jihoon is still gathering his mind after the mind blowing kiss he experienced, so he stays quiet and listens to Daniel instead.

“So, can you stop all those clinging stuffs?” Daniel asked, “I think I’m going crazy if you keep on doing that”

“Will you kiss me more if I do that?” Jihoon asked, all he could think of is the kisses and how he wants more

Daniel chuckled at turns to look at his boyfriend. “Sure, I’ll do everything you want if you stop clinging around people”

“It’s a deal” Jihoon said

Daniel leans in again and Jihoon has closed his eyes on reflect. When their lips are about to meet, a loud bang echoed in the room

“Yah, I said take your time but can you guys be more understanding and let us sleep already?” they heard Seongwoo’s scream from behind the door.

Daniel clucked his tongue and Jihoon chuckled in response, “We should sleep, you haven’t even wash up” Jihoon urged him

Daniel whined in response but get up nonetheless. “Join me?” he asked while walking towards his wardrobe to retrieve his changing clothes.

Jihoon smacked Daniel square on his head, “Stop talking nonsense” and walk to unlock the door

The door flail open and Seongwoo and Jisung who were leaning against the door, fall back inside the room with the unexpected force.

“What are you guys doing?” Jihoon asked, looking at both his hyungs groaning on the floor.

Seongwoo looks up and meet Jihoon’s eyes, “Did Daniel just eat you up?”

He asked that in the most innocent way as if he is asking about the weather. Jihoon’s face turns bright red at the blatant words.

“Oh my god, my son is not a anymore” Jisung said exaggeratedly, “And it is entirely your fault Kang Daniel, what did you do to my innocent Jihoon-ie?”

Daniel only laughs out loud inside the room. Jihoon couldn’t hold the teasing any longer and storm out of the room to his own room to hide inside the safe of his blanket, ignoring the questioning look and gaze from his roommate.

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Note:

Final update is up~~~

I'm really trying to continue my other story

I hope you can keep supporting me :*

Besides that, I'm thinking of having new plots.

I challenged myself to write some mature contents in that new story

It was still a rough idea though and I don't know whether I could really write, moreover finish the story

It's because I really want to write more W1 fic especially NielWink as we don't have forever
I want to cherish it while it last

So, please keep anticipate ~~~

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