Lee Chaerin's POV

YB's wedding day

Ahhh, I can't believe we're down to this day. I'm happy and sad at the same time. I feel so happy for Youngbae oppa because he's been longing for this and because they are both lucky to have each other and sad because this wedding means that he'll be inside the military soon. And I won't have someone to bother over the little things. 

Youngbae oppa is my best friend. He would listen to me rant all day long and I would never feel that he's irritated. He'd listen. He'd give me advices when he feels that I need one. He'd keep quiet and just listen when he knows I just need to figure things out on my own. He knows me too well. He'd get mad at me about Jiyong oppa, though. He asked me to stop and move on but I never listen. 

I'll be coming with Dara unnie. I was hoping Minzy and Bom unnie would come as well but Minji ah can't because of schedule conflict and Bom unnie is not yet ready to go out. I miss them all so much. 

I called TOP this morning to check if he's going. I really wanna see him party again and have fun. It's been so long since I got to see him be normal. And yes, I only call him TOP. He likes it that way. Haha

I just received a message from Jiyong oppa. He's been calling me a lot these days. I know he's getting all emotional. Actually, BIGBANG members have been all emotional this year. But all I could do is be there for them. All I could do is be beside GD, my baby. I hate seeing h