I loved you first; but afterwards your love
Outsoaring mine, sang such a loftier song
As drowned the friendly cooings of my dove.

Which owes the other most? my love was long,
And yours one moment seemed to wax more strong;
I loved and guessed at  you, you contrued me
And loved me for what might or might not be-
Nay, weights and measures do us both a wrong.

For verly love knows not 'mine' or 'thine;'
With separate 'I' and 'thou' free love has done,
For one is both and both are one in love:
Rich love knows nought of 'thine that is not mine;'
Both have the strength and both the length thereof,
Both of us, the love which makes us one.

-Christina Rosetti (I loved you first; but afterwars your love)

It's a new day, the weather is hot and the sun rises, Jungkook who is in his dorm room. The room is already clean, the bed sheets, the tables, and chairs, the cabinet he used to put his clothes are already cleared, the books that have been piled on the floor have been already back. Jungkook already dresses up to go to the airport. Jungkook's phone rang and read the message that they need to go now.

The weather today reminds Jungkook on the first day he came to Jeju, when he finally went down to the dormitory building, he looks up to Taehyung's dorm room and he softly smiles as he walked away from the premises.Jungkook met the old man who helps him from before. 

Old man: "Are you ready to go back to Seoul?" 

Jungkook: "Yeah..." 

Jungkook went inside of the car and tried not to look back. Jungkook and Taehyung already talked, they decided to break up for now not because they don't love each other anymore but because they are giving time to each other's dreams. The old man noticed Jungkook and the old man thought that he seems gloomy.

Old man: "Are you, alright kid? You don't seem fine" Jungkook put a sad smile 

Jungkook: "Yeah, I'm fine. I'm just going to miss some friends here."

Old man: "Don't worry kid, you will meet them again."

Jungkook: "Yes... we will. We will definitely meet"

The old man starts the engine of the van and the van finally accelerates as they already going out to the premises. While in the van, Jungkook is holding on to his bracelet that Taehyung gave to him. As he looked at the window, he thought that he doesn't want to be sad going away to the place he already loves and to the person who he wants to treasure.

As Jungkook already left the dormitory and school premises. Taehyung is about to go out, as promised, he didn't go with Jungkook to the airport, as Jungkook requested it to him. When he is about to lock the door of his room. He saw a paper bag on the ground. Taehyung took it, he looked inside of the paper bag and it's a photo album with a DVD disc.

Taehyung went to the media room since there are no classes today and some of the students went home since it's their break. Taehyung played the DVD disc on the projector, and Jungkook appeared in the video. The video contains a log of Jungkook. As the video of Jungkook played in a projector, Taehyung can't help but smile and he thought he really did that for him. Then proceed to the video,

Jungkook: "Hi! Taehyung, hyung... aissshh honestly this is so awkward...I never do this kind of things." Jungkook ruffles his hair and has this embarrassed smile. Taehyung who still watching the video, and concentrates on Jungkook.

Jungkook: "I'm recording this today after the night we decided to separate ways for now...and you know how much I don't want to do that but as I listen to your reasons, I finally understood....we're just giving time for our dreams to achieve...and you also told me that if we still in love that time, we can come back to each other. I thought to myself, after 2 to 5 years will I ever be still part of you?" Jungkook stop for a while and looked at the floor then proceed again

Jungkook: "3 months in Jeju uhmmm... it's quite a bit long for me. Those 3 months actually felt like a year. I spent days and nights here at school, studying, eating, practicing, meeting new friends, going out in nature-friendly environment and with you like it's been weeks that made my 3 months here feels like a year. Does that even make sense?!" Jungkook laughed as he is jumbling his thoughts and words

Jungkook: "If you will ask me if you will be still part of me? the answer is yes...we just met at the beginning of this year, 3 months might be short for others but that's been a long time for me. I discovered and learned new things, I appreciate more people around me, the wonders of exploring the nature, getting jealous, realizing I should run for my dreams as you believe in my talent, all these thanks to you. My close friend Jimin asked me one time, what if the time I will debut, will I ever still continue this, the special thing we have...and I got quiet for a moment but I said to him, as long as he is still in love with me, I will love him back, I can't imagine myself being in love with others if it's not him." 

When Taehyung heard that line, he became emotional and teary-eyed then in the video Jungkook proceeds

Jungkook: "If you feel lonely or when you get stress, you can e-mail me, we can video chat too since we're in this new millennial age. What worries me is that what if you get tired of me being this persistent...?" then Taehyung answered as he is crying

Taehyung: "No...I will not get tired of you!" then as the video proceeds

Jungkook: "I also made a photo album, I know you already received one but it's the photos that I captured during the months in Jeju. And the photos that I took of you, I'll just keep it to myself. I also prepare a special song for you since you said that you really like how I sing, though I don't have enough confidence yet in my singing." Jungkook cleared his throat as he plays the song. Jungkook is singing a song called 'All of My Life' by Park Won. As Jungkook keeps singing the song, the words of the song go along with the melody.

When things were so hard that I was tired of living
When nothing was going my way
When I hadn't even seen my family
And even I wasn't important to myself
In this world, where one must have more
In order to continue with love
All of my life
You are all of my life

When I look at myself
I changed so much after meeting you
I began to have dreams
And I wanted to make your dreams come true too
In order to do that, I had to go up higher
I had to have more things
Just when I had everything
My dreams became bigger than love

All of my life, when I was struggling
You are all of my life, you filled me up
I tried filling myself up with other things
All of my life
You are all of my life
But I couldn't be filled

That's what we wanted and were so desperate for
Now my room is so filled up
But were you in there alone, without me
Crying?

All of my life, you're my everything
What use is all of this?
If you're listening to this song somewhere

All of my life
All of my life
Yes, this is about you
 

Taehyung who keeps watching the video and listening to Jungkook singing really warms his feelings, he's crying not because he is sad but because he thought he's been loved so much by Jungkook. He would never think that he will be love so much like this. As Jungkook finished singing, he put on a grin and said

Jungkook: "So what do you think hyung?" He just keeps on smiling on the video and Taehyung also smiling at him and keeps saying how cute he is in the video

Jungkook: "This is all, for now, hyung, I hope you like my song, you can listen to it every night before you sleep. I still need to prepare my things, it's already 2:30 am and my flight is around 10 am, I might probably go to sleep on the flight. Thank you Taehyung, hyung for everything. I will always keep the days and nights that we were together during the 3 months. I believe in you, keep on running for your dreams as I will also do mine then when we both reach it then we can come back to each other. I love you Taehyung, hyung and rather than saying goodbye, I would like to say see you hyung. Fighting!" then Jungkook in the video finally closed the recorder. 

Jungkook left a warm feeling to Taehyung rather than being sad and heartbroken. Taehyung feels hopeful. Taehyung looks at the window and the weather is hot and sunny, the wind breezes the leafy green trees, as the sunbeams into Taehyung's spot. Taehyung looked at the clear sky and he said

Taehyung: "See you soon Jeon Jungkook" and smiles as he decided to go out now in the media room with Jungkook's gift to him. As Jungkook and Taehyung got separated the day seems not gloomy but it's serene. The sun shines into the breezy wind that blows the trees and green fields. Both of them are being hopeful rather than somber.  

After 5 years

In the midst of busy streets, people walking in and out of a building, a group of staff accompanying a group of boys who just went out from a van. A group of fans is screaming outside when these six boys went out from the van. A familiar face came out from the van and called Jungkook

Jimin:"Jungkook! let's go" 

Jungkook went out from the van with a mask on his face, after years of training. Jungkook somehow got improved with the way he sings and handle things. Jungkook became the main vocalist of a boy group with Jimin. They both casts in one company but Jungkook got in first then Jimin followed after a few months. They are in a group consisting of four boys and them which makes them six members. Namjoon who is the reliable rapper leader, Jinseok who is the visual prince of the group, who is also the oldest, Yoongi who is the lyrical rapper genius, Hoseok who is the visionary main dancer who also part of the rap line. Jimin is the contemporary lead dancer who also the lead vocalist of the group while Jungkook serves as the all-rounder main vocalist and the youngest in the group.

All of them live in the same dorm, during those past years, Jungkook is working hard to reach his goals. They already have a first solo concert, they've been busy with their schedules and today they are doing magazine photoshoots. The setting of the photo shoot is nature, and since it's spring, the flowers blossom beautifully as the weather goes along with the schedule. 

While inside of a large tent as a purpose for a dressing room, Jungkook and Jimin are waiting for their manager to call them if it's their turn for their photoshoot. Jimin looked at Jungkook and asked Jungkook.

Jimin: "Did he contact you?" Jungkook shook off his head 

Jungkook: "I think it's been two years? he didn't send me any more e-mails, we don't even video chat anymore... I tried so many times to contact him again but I think he already changes his number" 

Jimin: "Sorry...I shouldn't ask about it" Jungkook showed a sad smile and said

Jungkook: "No, it's fine. I'm fine, it's been a year."

Jimin: "What if he contacts you again after a year? will you still reply to him like the way used to before?" Jungkook thought for a while 

Jungkook: "Yeah, of course. I did promise him that he can come back to me"

Another day, Jungkook went to their company to practice. Jungkoo