Donghae POV

NO! she jumped off It was my fault for not protecting her it was my fault if only I knew earlier than her then I could have done everything to not let her know about this sad fact and "Miyanhe" was the last word I heard from her.....but doesnt she know that if She dies that would mean the second biggest part of my life well disappear as well doesnt she know that would mean she is just doing the same sin her father did! to me! instead of asking for forgiveness!! doesnt she know!!!!

"She`ll be fine Donghae"I heard Heechul say

"how are you so sure she jump off from the 7th floor!"I yelled

"She luckly fell on the mattress the ambulance had laid out but....."Eunhyuk didnt finish his sentence

"but what?"Taeyeon  asked with worried eyes

"but she didnt jump completely in the mattress"Eunhyuk said

"What do you mean?"Tiffany asked

"Her head is the only part of her that is damaged"Heechul said

"and if the surgery goes well she will live again but I`m afraid she might forget some memories so if ever she comes out of the ER do not get mad at her for not remembering some of her memories cause its gonna take some time"Eunhyuk said

"Thank you lord!"TaeFany said in union

"which hospital is she in?"I asked

"Seoul hospital"Heechul said

then I went running off to that hospital......

Sorry that its short its because I`m still deciding if I should let Sica live....and If I do I get another mental block with these questions "Should I make Sica forget about Donghae???" "Should I make Sica remember the Secret??"....but I`ll try to update soon ;D