I am confused. Really confused. Why did I kiss him? He is a boy, he is mentally disabled. I am not supposed to love him like this. Tao is snuggling close to me and his panda. He fell asleep and I am thinking about what I did. His lips are so nice and he is completely cute and lovely. But I can’t be like this! So what do I do?

Next day he wakes up and smiled at me. Then he put his index finger on his lips.

"Gege."

I don’t know what he wants and he does it again. Oh my God, he wants a kiss. I can’t say no to him and quickly kissed him again. Tao clapped his hands and Xiumin opened the door. I jumped away from the bed and stare at Xiumin.

"Why are you looking like this Yifan?"

I shrug and sit at the table. We eat breakfast and I need to put more space between me and Tao. We are spending too much time together and I am feeling to attached toward him.

"I am going to bake cookies, so Tao do you want to be my helper?!"

Tao probably understands only word cookies, so he clapped his hands. Xiumin takes us to the huge marble kitchen and prepared cookie dough. Tao is playing with it and