Visiting him again was the worst mistake ever. I knew he would destroy me. Breaking me was one of his features .

Of course, he didn't care about my feelings. Why would he? 

I was a nobody to him. The only thing what mattered was the fact that he had someone who would warm his bed. Someone who would pleasure his needs.

It hurts, it hurts so much that I can't endure it anymore. The pain is filling my whole body. I can't move my legs, my arms. 

When will he realize that he's hurting me with every step he does? 

Every step he does towards that girl is filled with anger and loneliness. 

When will he start looking at me?

When will he be mine?

I could do everything for him. Everything.

But why? 

Why did he choose her over me?

Tell me why?

I remembered the day when he met her. 

The day where everything started to change.