Requested by: @dearsejunah

 

"I'll always be there for you, girl"

- Beautiful, Voice to New World Album

 

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You are walking along the street on your way to your meeting place. But even just from afar you can already see the round glasses on his eyes, his black jacket on a yellow tshirt and the dimples of his grinning face towards your direction.

Just the sight of a bright Sejun waiting for you was enough to make you forget about your current insecurities.

You were worried about your appearance when you saw your colleagues dressed up so nicely in your first day at work. You couldn't help but look at the outfit you wore previously thinking that comfortable is the best option on your first day as an employed adult.

You sent a message to Sejun telling him how it felt to compare yourself to them. Your lovely boyfriend immediately replied giving encouraging messages and reminders how lovely you are. You know well he's a natural nice guy, you thought maybe he's too nice to be frank to you about your appearance and the idea just added to your anxiety. But you cheered up the moment he asked to meet later after work.

And here it is, you're walking on the path to be with the guy you love.

"Hi, Sejun-ah." You offered a shy smile to him the moment you reached him. His face immediately lit up even more.

"Wow. I'm really smitten. How can a beautiful girl like you talk to me? I'm so lucky to be noticed by you." he puts a hand on his heart acting as if he can't take it.

You laughed at his funny remark that earned another wide smile from him. He took your hand and went to walk to wherever he planned to bring you.

"Sejun-ah, where are we going?"

"Somewhere fun." he can't stop grinning and when he looked at you he said, "I'm so blessed, aren't I? I'm right here holding hands and having a date with the most beautiful girl in the world." and he sounded like he really can't believe that fact.

You bowed your head down at the embarassment of blushing on his every word. The days you've been together are counted as years already but he can still manage to color you tomato red whenever he speaks something about you.

He went on and on about how perfect of a person you are and honestly, even though you're not one to look at yourself like that, you start to believe him. Even though you know well that he's just trying to cheer you up, somehow, hearing compliments from the guy you see as perfect, makes you believe it's true.

You took a taxi to who knows where and even on your little trip, he keeps on with his weird and funny antics to make you smile. You actually forgot what you were sad about.

"We're here!" he excitedly announced as he opens the taxi door for you. He took your hand practically ran to the gate opened by some staff. In Sejun's fast pace, you weren't able to see the sign that indicates the name of the place.

As soon as you reach the end of the entrance hall, Sejun opened another door and reveals a scenery that left you in awe. 

"It's gorgeous, isn't it?" You just answered in a nod because you can't help but stare and gawk at the wide field of colorful flowers in front of your eyes.

Sejun pulled your hand and brought you in a middle where there is a bench. The two of you sat but your eyes still run everywhere being overwhelmed how beautiful the place is.

"Beautiful." Sejun whispered that made you turned to him and found his eyes were on you. He just smiled when you caught him staring.

Heat rise up in your face and you couldn't help but feel self-aware under his gaze.

"You know, I was also amazed the first time I got here. I told myself, there's nothing else that could be more beautiful than this. But you know, I was wrong."

There it is, his eyes held yours and you couldn't turn away. His smile is no longer there but you can feel the sincerity of his heart through his intense gaze.

"Bringing you here, it just proved me I was wrong. The moment we walked in, my eyes were distracted but not by the flowers or the awesome view. Sure it is beautiful, but seeing you here, I realized nothing could be more beautiful than you."

His words touched your heart deeply. Even when you looked at your bland and plain outfit, looking at his eyes again made you believe that the guy in front of you is not joking.

"All this beautiful flowers, and still you stand out on your own perfection and my eyes can't help but notice. I hope you trust me when I say this. You are so beautiful."

Tears voluntarily came out of your eyes as he holds both of your hands.

"I know there will be times that you'll look at yourself and compare to others. Sometimes, you feel like you're not any better than them. I've seen you get insecured a lot of times. And I can't help but feel bad that you can't see what I'm seeing right now: The eyes that twinkles prettily, the lips that brightens up the world when they form a smile, the cute nose, and even your style fits my taste. Everything is so perfect about you I can't believe you're my girl."

How can this guy be so sweet like this? You felt you don't deserve Lim Sejun.

"In those times when you feel your self-esteem becomes low or just in any time that you feel sad, call me." His dimples showed with his warm smile. "Just say 'Yah, Sejun-ah! I'm feeling sad so come here!' then I'll come running towards you."

You managed to giggle through the tears you've been crying out. Look how this guy makes a mess of your emotion but you just feel so loved nevertheless.

"Whenever you feel you're not beautiful, I'll always be there for you, girl. And just like this, I'll make you feel you're the most beautiful girl in the world and I'll fight whoever disagrees. Deal?"

He holds out his pinky to you making you do the same. After sealing it with a pinky swear, Sejun suddenly shouts dorkily as he is "UWAAAAH. I'M SO LUCKY TO PINKY SWEAR WITH THE MOST BEAUTIFUL WOMAN IN THE WORLD! WHOEVER DISAGREES FIGHT ME!!"

And with that, you can't stop yourself from bursting out laughing.

The day was filled with you laughing and smiling non-stop because of your funny yet sweet boyfriend. It made you realize that no matter how much he says he's very lucky, you're more lucky to have a Sejun who will dedicate his life reminding you and making feel you are what you think you're not, beautiful.