AN: Listen to this while reading: The way to break up - Kyuhyun

A break up is never a nice thing. A break up with a person you have to see everyday even though you are no longer together is painful beyond belief. Kyuhyun had never thought the day would come when Sungmin would break up with him. He had thought they were going for forever. But Sungmin hadn’t thought so.

“I am so sorry, Kyu. I just can’t do this anymore. I hate sneaking around and having to hide our relationship from everyone. I don’t see any future in this and you know that as well. It is only a matter of time before any of our parents finds out and decides to break up. It will be much easier if we just break up without their interference.”

Kyuhyun didn’t care about his parents. He didn’t care about his fans. He didn’t care about the other members. He didn’t care about the prejudice against gay people. All he cared about was Sungmin. Which is why he agreed to the break up even though everything in him screamed to be the older to stay with him. He had set his own feelings aside, hid them away, to make Sungmin happy. And it hurts so badly. It hurts when he woke up to see Sungmin in the opposite side of the room every morning. It hurts to see Sungmin chat with the members during breakfast and schedules. It absolutely broke his heart when he witnessed the way Sungmin would do fanservice with the other members on stage. He felt like thro