"Here is the will of your late boyfriend, miss Kim. We are reply sorry for your loss."

I nod, the only thing that I manage to do. I feel so numb, nothing seems real. I still can't believe that he is gone.

Alone. Nobody is here with me.

He promised he would never leave me, instead that's exactly what he has done.

He left so abruptly, without any notice. The piece of paper containing his last wishes here in my hands.

'To my beloved Kim Taeyeon I leave all my possessions, my cars, my house and the songs that I didn't release. I also leave to her the last songs I wrote, with the hope she would like them and sing them in her next albums.'

He left all he had in my hands. Everything. 

Except his presence. I may be selfish, but the thing I wanted the most can't be with me.

I lost him.