"Are you the one that will bring me out of this nightmare or are you just here to bring me to another nightmare?"

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jimin pov

"wake up jiminnie~" i hear someone call out "we're here."

"huh?" i say as i open my eyes

it's yoongi. he's shaking me.

"wake up!" he said " we're back home and you need to help me unpack my stuff."

"unpack your stuff?" i ask "you mean your staying here in our condo?"

"yeah," he said "jin will explain inside."

"what?!" i asked suddenly awake and excited "really?"

yoongi just laughed and dragged me to our condo.

"hey jin hyung?" i called out when we entered 

"yes?" heasked from the kitchen

"is yoongi really staying with us? like living with us?" i asked

this caught the attention of hobi hyung, jungkook and taehyung.

"is he?" hobi hyung asks

all four of us turned our heads to jin hyung.

"he is." namjoon hyung said 

"eh?" i asked "you also knew about that?"

"i'm jin's boyfriend," he said "of course i knew about it."

"where's he going to stay tho?" jungkook asks "we don't have an extra room."

"we do." jin hyung said "since i'm now sharing rooms with namjoon, there's an extra room, unless he wants to be roommates with someone."

"you can keep that room empty, in case we have any guests," he said "i'll just room with someone."

"you can room with anyone execpt namjoon and i since we already share a room." jin hyung said

"uhm," taehyung says "about that."

"yeah?" jin hyung asks

taehyung stands up and make jungkook stand up and holds his hand.

"we're dating." he states

"what?!" everyone but yoongi and i scream

i already knew because of the dream...

i was happy for a bit since i forgot about taehyung and jungkook because of yoongi, but now...

"how come yoour not surprised?" yoongi whisperes to me

"huh?" i whisper back

"everyone seems so surprised that they're dating, but you don't seem surprised." yoongi says

"uhm," i say "i am surprised."

"you're a really bad liar i hope you know that." he says

i frown

"no i'm not." i say

"yeah you are and lower your voice," he says "they might hear us."

i pout and decide to let it go.

"why aren't you surprised." i ask

"it's because i just came back, so i would have felt the same way that i feel now if they already told you and you just told me now." he states "i expect some new things to happen."

"what are you two whispering about over there?" hobi hyung asks

"huh?" we both say at that same time

we turn to look at each other then i look down and blush. it seems like yoongi did the same thing because all the others started to tease us.

"ooo," hobi hyung says "you sure you guys aren't secretly dating?"

"it seems like they've actually been dating behind our backs all these years." jin says

"have you?" taehyung asks

"n-no!" i say then blush

yoongi suddenly grabbes me and starts hugging me and hidding his face in the crook of my neck.

"w-what are you doing?" i whispered to him

"i'm blushing and i don't want them to see." he whines

"just cover your face with your hands." i reply

"but i wanna hug you!" he whines again

"you can do that later!" i say

"you mean i can cuddle with you later?" he asks as he lifts his head so he can look at my eyes

"w-what?" i ask before blushing under his gaze

"can i?" he asks "please?"

"o-okay," i say 

now, it's my turn to burry my face in the crook of his neck.

i hear him chuckle a bit.

"wow," taehyung says "you guys really are stuck in your own world when you guys are together. jungkook and i don't do that as often as you guys do and we're actually a couple!"

"so," jin hyung said "since taehyung and jungkook are now roommates, who do you want to be roommates with?"

"wait," i say "jungkook and taehyung are roomates? since when?"

"aigoo," namjoon hyung says "you guys were really stuck in your own world."

"i'll stay with jimin!" yoongi says

"knew it." hobi hyung said

"jungkook?" namjoon hyung calls "you okay? you haven't said anything yet."

"shhh," taehyung said "he fell asleep. he was up all night playing video games again."

"aigoo," jin hyung says "that kid."

i turn to look at jungkook and see that he has fallen asleep on taehyung's shoulder.

it hurts...

it hurts to see how close they have gotten.

it hurts to be reminded that he isn't mine.

it hurts.

i turn back to look foreward and i see yoongi frowning.

"why are you upset?" he asks

"it's nothing." i tell him

he frowns but doesn't push further and i'm thankful for that.

"i'll go unpack my stuff now," he says "jimin come upstairs and help me please~"

"o-okay." i say 

we both head upstairs together and he closes the door behind us. i'm about to open his luggage when he grabs me and drags me towards the bed.

"w-what are you doing?" i ask as he wraps his arms around me

"you promised me cuddles!" he says happily 

"we still need to unpack your things tho." i say as i get comfortable

i turn to face him and hug him back.

"it can wait," he says "for now, you have some explaining to do."

"w-what explaining?" i ask

"what happened earlier?" he asks "why were you upset?"

"i-i don't know." i say

"jimin," he says "you don't have to tell me, but i'd really like to know as your best friend."

"best friend?" i ask

"boyfriend then." he says

"boyfriend?" i ask surprised 

"stop avoiding the question." he says with a serious tone

"uhm," i say trying not to erupt into tears "you know how i said i haven't met my soulmate yet?"

"yes." yoongi says

"well," i say on the verge of tears "jungkook's my soulmate."

that's when i finally erupt into tears.

"oh," yoongi says "no please don't cry. why are you crying?"

he holds me tighter, closer when i started crying.

"i actually like jungkook," i whisper "way before i found out he's my soulmate and when i dreamed last night, it was of jungkook admitting his feelings to taehyung and taehyung admitting he likes jungkook too and the kiss. i've been having dreams of jungkook going after taehyung for months, but this just br-breaks my he-heart."

i continue crying and yoongi doesn't say anything and he just holds me close and rubs my back. he let's me cry it out.

after i calmed down a bit, he says something.

"do you want to get over him?" he asks

"of course." i say

"then let me be the reason you get over him." he says "be mine."

"do, do you still like me after all these years?" i ask

"yes." he says simply

"then why did you-" i was cut off

"i did a lot of stupid stuffs that i will explain later, but right now, i need an answer." he says "will you be mine?"

"i remember me being the one to ask you that last time." i chuckle

"don't avoid the question." he says "will you?"

"but i don't like you." i say

"really now?" he asks "even when we're cuddling right now and how happy were you to see me again? and weren't you blushing because they teasesd us and because i burried my head at the crook of your neck?"

i was about to object when the meaning of what he said finally hits me.

do i still like yoongi?

or do i like jungkook?

"w-well," i say "my feelings are mixed up." 

"then i'll wait for you." yoongi says 

"thank you." i say

"thank you for what?" he asks

"being understanding and patient and listening to my problem." i say

"anytime." he says

i cuddle closer to him and fall asleep.

"good night jimin," he says as i'm about to fall asleep.

"i love you."

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i updated yay lol (do i sound sarcastic? i'm not being sarcastic)

~author-nim