"i'm right here, don't pretend like i don't exist, don't pretend, please"

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jimin's pov

2:20am

another sleepless night.

i'm scared to fall asleep.

i'm scared.

my soulmate is falling for someone else.

jungkook and i have know that we are soulmates, but he just doesn't like me...

i've liked jungkoook since the very start, since way before we found out we were soulmates.

but when we found out, jungkook just said we should just stay friends...

jungkook wasn't always in love with taehyung, so he once used to be able to see glimpses of my day in his dreams.

but since jungkook is now in love with taehyung, he has lost the ability to see glimpses of my day, since he doesn't need to.

because he loves someone else.

i sigh.

i'm kind of happy that he can't see glimpses of my day anymore because before, when he could, i used to be so aware of what i do during the day since i wouldn't know which moments in my day he could see. 

to be more specific, 

i didn't want him to find out i like him.

i sigh again.

i don't want to sleep because i don't want to see glimpses of jungkook's day.

i don't want to see him falling for someone else.

the thing with these glimpses are, only the moments where your soulmate feels the strongest or most overwhelming feeling will be shown in your dream.

all of jungkook's moments in my dream have taehyung...

i just...

i just really want to get over him at this point.

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hope y'all liked this first chapter~

-author-nim