he was drawn to the sound of laughters coming from the living room as he enters the place
his mind goes blank and his heart beats at the sound
he knows the person who owns the melodious laughter as another laughter follows right after
he knowns that one to,
the owner of the deep laughter as it echoes towards the hallway where he is at,
deciding wether he should announce his presence or not,
he does,
he announces his presence,


no reply,

he silently walks towards the room where the laughters are coming from
knowing he is going to regret doing such thing already, but his feets doesn't stop from walking.
he enters the hallway, just a few steps ... just five more

one...
he hopes they are far away from each other... they aren't

two ...
he hopes things can turn back to the way it was, when it was the three of them ... but it won't be happening anytime soon

three ...
he regret turning down the offer to watch movies that night ... he blames himself, question himself why he turn down the offer,
he remembered ... he had a essay due the day before, which was why he chose to stay

four ... almost there
he wishes they would notice him being left out, but they don't
they stop when they became too immersed with each other

five ... he stops
he pauses at the end of the hallway, the laughters are loud and more clear,
he wonders what he could've done to stop it,
how he didn't see the attraction increasing towards the two,

he knows why they laugh now, he can only sigh and his chest tightens knowing he isn't the reason of creating such beautiful laughter,
he turns towards the room
...........

they are not alone, the rest are here but they don't seem to mind the couple that catches his attention
but he does, he minds but they are to busy to ask,

he can only watch

he watches as the two doesn't seem to notice his presence

they stop noticing when it became the two of em'
"two"
it used to be three' he silently thinks to himself

he can only watch from where he stands
as they cuddle with each other, not caring what is happening around them,
as the older of the two seizes the youngers waist and pulls him towards him,
he watches as his precious leader whispers i love you to his precious best friend
as jeonghan turns his head towards seungcheol and replies with i love you

his heart tightens even more as it become harder for him breathe, the need to get out before he
breaks down

its becomes harder to breath as he watches his precious leader slowly leaning towards him,
he knowns what coming,

he doesn't want to be there anymore,
he curses his feet to why they would have a mind of their own as they brough him here,
his eyes slowly becomes watering watching his bestfriend leaning towards him,
each drop of tears slowly comes down as he watches .....
he can only watch.

jisoo can only watch seungcheol and jeonghan