Woohyun was streaming the content of his ipad and stopped when it was their song, Lately or White Confession playing.

From the start of the song, Woohyun suddenly felt something inside him. Pain? He was not sure. But it was like there’s a hole inside his heart. A gap, like something’s missing.

Or someone...

golmokgireul dora deurogamyon
hoksirado geu ega natana
dasi tto nollekilji mollayo
(I can fly & fly again)

Sungjong...

He laughed at Sungjong. The magnae was doing another version of Miss A’s Breathe. He looked at the spectators. They seemed to like the performance.

“Again! I dazzled the crowd!” Sungjong had said backstage.

“What do you mean dazzled?” he had replied.

“You can see everybody having fun, hyung. They like it!”

“Not everybody.”

“What do you mean?”

“I don’t. I hate it.”

The younger looked like he was taken aback.

Woohyun pushed the stop button. He didn’t mean to say it that way.

He wondered if the younger knew that.

“Did you see? Did you see me in Strong Heart? I totally beat girls generation.”

“Yea. I couldn’t even watch because my whole body was itching.”

Sungjong laughed at that. “Anyway, I showed them our new dorm.”

“Yea, too bad I was the first to appear on the show and talk about the dorm.”

“At least I danced!” He was trying to beat his hyung.

“Yea, I didn’t. And I didn’t make a total embarrass of myself.”

"I know that hyung. I know I'm not as good as you..." 

The magnae had said before walking back to his room.

His words had silenced the magnae. His words had hurt him.

And now he’s gone.

I didn’t mean any of that, Sungjong...

He pushed one of the buttons on his ipad and the picture of the 7 of them appeared. Sungjong was at the centre.

It  wouldn’t be the same when they’re not 7.

It wouldn’t be the same if Sungjong was not there.

He was probably the worst hyung of them all but he did it just for fun.

He wished Sungjong knew that.

Woohyun pulled the ipad to his chest and sobbed quietly.

Come back...

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