Kookie~

"Jungkook" 

"Jungkook wake up now.. we only have 30mins to prepare"

I groan...blinking hearing the sweet voice... i always want to hear every morning... i open my eyes...

"Vhyung???"

"Yeah... why expecting someone?" He asked...

"Psshh..i'm not expecting someone hyung...and i will not.." i said... 

"Okay fine... believe what you want... but believe me jin hyung is a mad wife today... he have menstruation today so.. do it fast or else your dead" he said.. and smirk.. 

I stood up and stretch, looking around this will be one of the mornings that i don't want to wake up... i don't count how many nights i sleep without him... i don't count how many mornings i will wake up without him. Sighing.. gulping... sweating... WHY? Why did you change Jimin Hyung...were not like this...

"He doesn't want me anymore...he have a girlfriend now..jeon.. just accept it"

"But how????aarrgghhhh" 

I took a bath and wear my favorite OOTD.... i went out the room and went directly to the kitchen and saw them eating.... saw him... talking... what now... early in the morning??? Talking to that aeimi... murmuring swee~ disgusting words.. i want to get his phone and throw it somewhere... but... but i cant... he looks so happy now... but seriously? When did they started dating.? Like its too fast... such a flirt and a BOTH OF THEM...

"I'm gonna melt jungkook~ah.. stop staring at me" snap to reality... i didn't know i was staring at him all this time..

"Who told you i was staring at you.. and don't mind me.. mind your GIRLFRIEND"... he just look at me... i sit on the table and eat..

"Okay.. baby... i will.. bye.." i want to stab him with the chopsticks i was holding right now... IN FRONT OF ME??!!!! SERIOUSLY PARK JIMIN???!!! After planning to make me jealous??? After telling me that you like me? Well he did not jungkook... he didnt have a chance...but still i hate you park jimin.

Where here at our waiting room... waiting for our turn to perform... obviously... i was eating.. well all of us i mean.. when i notice.. hes crazy smiling again... wow after talking to her now texting??... 

"Hey hyung... when will we meet aeimi noona again?" All eyes on me... confused like why the hell i asked him..

"I'm... i'm not sure shes kind of busy these days.." he answered... i will not buy your reason... should i play more...

"Shes busy? But you're talking to her since the morning... wow... shes really busy huh..?" I said and continue to eat.. not looking at him... Vhyung poking my side... not looking at him also... i'm pissed...don't talk to me..

"Why jeon... Are you jealous? Since i don't talk to you anymore?"... i stop eating... feeling that people around are all glaring at me waiting for the best answer i can have..

"What if YES... what if i MISS YOU SO MUCH that i stay awake every night until you and jhope hyung come home... how i miss you waking me up every morning, although pinching my buds is kinda hurt..what if i miss you calling me kookie instead of jungkook and now jeon?... what if i .. what if i... really just miss you being in my side.." 

He startled.. surprised of what i spit out... my feelings i let out all of them... waiting for any violent reaction.. from him from the members... from our staffs and managers... but nothing all of them shocked... opening and closing their mouths without saying anything.. i look at my hyungs... NamJin + Jhope surprised but happy???? Holding their chest.. smiling to me... Yoongi hyung... as always with his "i dont give a " look... but smiled at me for a .001 second... V hyung... wait where is he? 

"Are you rea-" ...

What should i do... should i tell him that its true??? Or should i do some lies since i don't really know what am i doing... what the hell is happening to me... and missing him? 

"Huh... i-i was just practicing my emotions... for our performance later ... i did good in acting right?... i hope all of you will be proud... i thank you" i said... and hurriedly went out the room... gasping for some fresh air... what the hell jungkook ... just what the hell.

What did i do... what did i say... why am i like this... i started to ask myself WHY... since that night before and after V Hyung birthday.. HE CHANGED... asking myself why did he act like that.... since hes the one who first avoid me.. and started being with V hyung.. and when hyung is telling the story of that night... he leave... he didn't listen... after he heard...

Flashback (The Day Taetae Story Telling JK ver.)

"The next thing i knew.." members waiting for next thing to happened and i knew whats next but one person stand up...

"Jimin where are you going" yoongi hyung asked.. i look at him... hes not crying...and im happy because finally he stops to cry... 

"I-i cant stay here... taehyung will tell all of that... what and why...just give me some time to be alone.." then the floor where he is standing became wet... dropping tears from his eyes... 

"You told us that you will stay..." i said

"I didn't... i did not give any answer.." 

"Taehyung-ah... as a friend... no... at least as a member... and your hyung... PLEASE... JUST TELL THEM ALL... ALL THE TRUTH.." he said and leave.. i was planning to chase him but i still want to know WHY.... so i stay...and listen.. hoping that i will find an answer...

"Jeon JungKook!!!" I almost jump hearing jin hyung shouting.. i was too pre-occupied by this BEST OF FRIENDS or 95 duo calling themselves... they were just clingy to each other these days... i mean V hyung... yesterday he was very clingy to me.. that jimin hyung almost curse me for being with V hyung... well because hes jealous... yes i know that jimin hyung likes me... he likes me as his little brother that's why he was acting like that.... but now... that two were really clingy... they don't even notice me here standing....

"Ohhh Jimin~ah... Taehyung~ah... c'mon namjoon needs us now..." jin hyung calls them... Vhyung stand up and helping jimin hyung to stand too... and great... JUST so Great... Vhyung hovering jimin Hyung... instead of standing up... blaming the ing cramps...and instead of standing... they stay like that not minding that i'm still here... i'm so pissed off...

"Tsk.."

"Just go get a room!" I said and leave... not even knowing what they will do after that... GAYS... 

"Tae..its your birthday tomorrow right?" Jin hyung asked... Hell yeah great its his birthday... how can i greet him if i don't feel to talk to him right now.. after what happened i dont feel like talking to them both of them.. jimin hyung nagging me to tell whats my problem.. but i end up scolding him and avoiding him...We i mean Them decided to put a party at the roof top since we don't have schedule... i want to go home for new year but i cant since we still have schedules... and it i want to rest .... not because i'm tired performing but because i want to rest and answer questions in my head...

"Chim....what you do...want some help...." i heard... i was watching TV at the living room... i'm with jimin hyung but not on the same couch.. since i don't want to talk to him... and then the alien from whatever planet came...

"Ahhhh taetae... i have some problems with this..." jimin replied.. seriously i was just beside him... why didn't he asked me?..i look at them.. and V hyung catch me looking at them... instead of avoiding his eyes i started at them... 

"Eyyy chim... you keep on doing this ... i told you you will break your phone..." leaning closer to him... v hyung is really trying me right now... helping with his phone?? Huh really??? I stop looking at them so disgusting.... is that a best friends thing or a lovers thing... well its not that i was...kind of... wait!!! No i'm not...

"Okay....goodnight chim..." i look at them well finally you will go now... i will have this chance to talk to jimin... i want to clear some things...

"Sleep well okay?" Next thing i new... he kissed jimin hyung and hugged him... WTF... i glared at V hyung... what is really doing right now... why is he acting like this...and the other one just sit there... day dreaming...

That kiss and hugs didn't stop there.. were at the grocery buying ingredients i was pushing the cart and following him where ever he will go... get some stuffs and put it inside the cart... and beside me is a lovebirds.. arms tangled with each other... v hyung enjoying the moment.. then i noticed jimin hyung is not... i mean when its just the two of them... they were like walking.. just walking but when they noticed me... they became sweet and clingy... were done buying things and foods... and i'm done with them. I dont get them the other day they were like glued to each other and sometimes Vhyung just shows up beside me and being a clingy hyung he is its confusing me more...

At the party... they became more clingy... v hyung hugs and kisses... while jimin hyung just smiling like there's no tomorrow..but getting awkward when our eyes met.... i was glaring at them...are they doing something.. wait are they trying to make me jealous??? But why... i continue glaring at them not giving any hints that i know what they're doing... until...

"Jungkook can we talk"