Hello. 

We all have heard of the sad new delivered to us last night. We are all grieving at the lost of one of the greatest artist in the industry. I am in pain. 

SHINee was the first ever group I stanned (and I am still stanning). And Kim Jonghyun was the first bias I ever had when I entered KPOP. Same with Baekhyun I fell in love with his voice and started loving him as Kim Jonghyun. I was just happy yesterday because finally, I am officially ending my last term in college and was supposed to share the great news with an update for yall. But sadly, news about my little dinosaur broke out. And I totally lose it. 

I was devastated. My heart is in chaos. I slept crying and woke up crying. I still can't believe I lost him forever. He was battling his demons alone and I can't do anything about it.

To Jonghyun, 

Jjong you never lack anything. You are one of the best artists I ever had the privilege of stanning. You are doing well, son. I am proud of you. I love you, my little dinosaur. I wish I could see you for the first and last time. Til' we meet again, my shining star. Please, keep warm as you travel to paradise. Ease your heart and be at peace. I am and will always be your blingbling. 

To you who is actually reading this, thank you. If any of you guys are actually battling your own demons let me tell you that I am here. I am willing to listen. I am willing to be a friend. You are not alone. It may not be easy to talk to someone, to ask for help, to win the battle, but remember that I am grateful to have you. And I am willing to win the battle with you. Don't hesitate to message me or tweet me. :)

Talk. Listen. Smile.

Be happy. Be grateful. Be kind. 

Thank you! I love you all!

Loren