Maybe, people say love in silence is not good, but this is what I can do except to see that her smile from afar is enough for me.

   Friends become love? Yes, that's what I feel now. I am very happy because friends become my love is her, Jihyo, the woman I love from the past. Every time I interact with her I am amazed by her elegance, her beauty makes everyone praise her, maybe I'm the luckiest person to know someone like her. the most perfect woman I've ever known.

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"Hey? Jeong? Hello" Jihyo waved her hand in front of me

"Ah, yeah? What's wrong?" I regained consciousness

"You don't listen to me huh? Or are you just busy looking at me?" She said in a teasing tone and the grin made me nervous

"What? That's right, for what I saw you for so long. I just ..." I replied nervously because I was caught seeing it and yes, Jihyo I'm just busy watching you

"only?" She asked confused. "Forget what I said hahaha is not important to you" I immediately avoided the question, almost.

"ok ok, like this I was invited to date by jimin! great isn't it! That smile isn't for me and not from me

"Oh ... good, so you won't feel lonely anymore" I tried not to sound sad even though my heart hurts

"Why don't you look happy?" oh no, she said frowning

"What? No hahahaha, why should I be unhappy? I'm so glad you know. Oh I have to go because I have another appointment and have fun with Jimin!" I said as I walked away from her before I could hear the answer that would make me sicker. 

I can accept love in silence. But, seeing her with others, I can't anymore. Well, it's true that someone said "The one who loves will lose with the brave" and that is proven by me now

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Jihyo-ya, I hope you are happy with your choice, even though you are happy not with me who is stupid. I will wait for you as long as I can. Don't forget someone who loves you from afar this is ok? I will always struggle to get your love even though in the end I am hurt, thank you for coming to my life and offering what it means to love.

                                                          Yoo Jeongyeon