Evanesce

Description

Evanesce – to pass out of sight, memory, or existence

Donghae is in love with someone who is only part of his memory; she's long gone, and doesn't return his love. The more he tries to forget, the more he remembers. His love for her consists of short, ending daydreams that come and go – his love for her evanesces. He wishes to never wake from his daydreams but they always end. The more he remembers her absence, the more her presence calls out to him. It's a wishful, impossible love, but he just can't let go.

Foreword

DAMN JENNERZ BACK AT IT AGAIN WITH THE ANGSTY ONESHOTS.

Why can I only write angst for this couple. Whyyyy.

Evanesce is one of my favorite songs by Super Junior. The Mamacita album is actually one of my favorite albums by them hehe.

For some reason I have an easier time writing from Donghae's POV.

I hope you enjoy this one!!


Silence, is there nothing more to say?
It’s been long since
the white flowers of laughter have withered

The flower petals fell (more and more)
and became dirt (no)
The burning passion became ash
Why does everything good always become like this?

Don’t know why (Don’t know why)
Tell me why (Tell me why)
Why does love end?
Why are things
that will disappear
So beautiful?
It’s just a daydream,
love is like a daydream

Darkness, why are you
erasing everything black?
I can’t see anything,
about the eternal future by myself,
making me dream however I want

The sun has set (more and more)
and grew black (no)
The waves will crash someday
Why does everything good always become like this?

Don’t know why (Don’t know why)
Tell me why (Tell me why)
Why does love end?
Why are things
that will disappear
So beautiful?
It’s just a daydream,
love is like a daydream

Even if the sun will rise again
after the night is over
I already long for this moment
that I can’t hold onto

I don’t know (I don’t know)
Wanna know (Wanna know)
Will this dream end like this?
Why can’t I get both the person and the love?

In the end, it’s all momentary,
love is momentary
It’s just a passing dream,
I don’t want to wake up yet

A short daydream,
a daydream
A short daydream,
a daydream

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iLoveYuh #1
Chapter 1: Haesica is my favourite OTP that's now a bittersweet memory, and this one-shot is so perfect for Donghae. Love it!
zicky_yun #2
Chapter 1: Oh God, this is beautiful. I'm excited about every word and action. You're great. Seriously. Great job. I love your stories. Please do not stop writing, greetings and HaeSica live. I'm your Fan 7-7 (^.^)