I don't know if any of you will read this, if any of you still follow this story. I promised you a sequel and I've been working on it. A lot of stuff happened so I couldn't finish it as soon as I said I would but I was going back to it every now and then. It's mostly done now but....

Jonghyun.

I'm sure all of you are aware of what happened. I don't know if you'd even want to read the sequel anymore but the reason I'm writing this post is to say that I don't know if I'll ever finish it and post it. I don't know if I can or if it's even acceptable for me to do so. For now it just doesn't seem right.

I keep crying and I'm still in such disbelief. He was too good of a person to leave the world so early. I miss him so much.

Jonghyun, you lived well. I wish we gave you more reasons to keep living.