Missing You

Our Love...Our Secret

It was night time, but you couldn't go to sleep. You kept on wondering whether you were imagining stuff the whole day.

 

Flashback

"Awww you really have to go?" You asked Hana

"I'm sorry...Mom wants me to go to the fashion show in Paris. She was supposed to go, but then she caught a cold so I'm left with no choice" She pouted

"Can I come too???" Kikwang asked "Hyung you don't need me right???" Kikwang asked Doojoon

"If I say no?"

"I'll go anyway!" Kikwang smirked

"Go...we'll be ok..." Doojoon laughed at his lovesick dongsaeng

"Thank you hyung!"

"I'm going to miss you!" You hugged Hana. At the side of your eyes, you saw movement around the bush

"Hey! are you going to miss me that much that you won't let go?" Hana joked as she patted your back

"Ah! take care of my brother too" You smiled at Hana while still looking at the bush

"Something wrong?" Junhyung asked you

"Ah nothing" You shook your head. It could be just an animal right?

"By the way....Maybe I should tell you now...Paris is the  place where Kikwang met his ex-girlfriend before!" You told Hana

"EX?"

"YAH! How dare you!" Kikwang hit your head then went to hug Hana from behind "I love you!!! Don't listen to her!"

You laughed at Kikwang's flustered expression and wished that you and Myungsoo could be like that as well.

"Well shouldn't you two be packing up now?" Hyunseung said

"YES UMMA!" Kikwang said as walked away with Hana

**

When Kikwang and Hana left, you went to the pool with Mina. The two of you were going for a swim and were having some girl-time moments when you heard something around the bush

"Did you hear that?" You asked Mina

"Hear what?"

"Like someone's behind the bush"

"Maybe an animal?? Oh my! do you want to go back now? if it's an animal! aish you know how I am...I can't stand them!" Mina said

"I agree...let's go..." You said as you went out the pool and went back to the villa

**

You were eating dinner when you noticed an odd camera placed at the dining hall. You didn't remember it being set up there this morning, and somehow it bothers you. Your brothers asked you if there's something wrong, but you just shrugge it off. Maybe they set it up when you and Mina were in the pool

-end of flashback-

You tried lying down for the nth time, but once again , you fail to fall asleep. You then decided that maybe a good walk around the beach can help you fall asleep. You were struggling as to whether you should call Myungsoo to walk with you, but thought that maybe he fell asleep already, and knowing him, you don't dare to wake him up. You put on your robe and walked out your room.

It was a quiet night. You can only hear sounds from some nocturnal animals and the waves as you walk around at the shore. The wind blows on your direction, causing your hair to fly with it. You felt peaceful and close to nature that you can't help but think that it was a good idea that your brothers agreed to do this project. You were touching the water with your feet as you continue to walk. You looked at the huge tree at the corner and saw someone sitting there. At first you grew alarmed, but recognizing that it was just Yoseob, you smiled and walked to where he is.

"Hi oppa" You cheerfuly said, but he didn't reply. Of course he won't. He stood up but you pulled him back "You don't have to go, but can you listen to me?" You asked but again no response from him. He sat down beside you, but he never looked at your direction

"I know you're still mad at me, and you deserve to be mad at me...I'm sorry oppa...I just can't let him go..." You cried as you remembered how your parents died and how broken your heart was. That's right. When your parents passed away, you didn't talk to your brothers at all. Seeing how much they are trying to cheer you up, you couldn't bring yourself to show them how you feel. Eventually, all your emotions were burning inside of you, but none of them went out. Until Myungsoo came in to your life and made you open up. He is the reason why you've changed. Why you can now freely show your emotions and why you can now be happy. As selfish as it may seem, you can't let Myungsoo go. "I'm sorry that I can't let him go..and I wish someday you can see how much he changed me and how much he really cares. I really wish you will trust me on this one...and oppa?" You looked at him then hug him "I really miss you...I miss you bugging me, I miss you showing your possesiveness, I miss you being strict to me, I miss you forcing me to tell you you're my favourite...." You cried harder "And oppa...I never told you this" You let go of the hug "But you are my favourite brother...." You said before standing up and walking away

When you are out of his sight, tears flow down his eyes. At the back of his mind he's forgiven you, but with his pride, can he really just go to you and tell you you're forgiven?

 

A/N: Waaaa Yoseob is opening up now!!! woohooooooo....

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ilurvemyoppas
#1
Chapter 30: kyaa !! this story jjang ! finally be the both gang can accepted each other and glad to see she can be with myungsoo ^^ ..
who's that guy ? is that l.joe ?

daebak ! i love this story <3 .. i'm finished this in a day >.<
akaneasahara
#2
Chapter 32: Nice story..
NurulIzyan
#3
Chapter 30: Awwh this story is amazing ^^
shabrputrii #4
Chapter 21: I feel myungjong in this chapter kkkkk
ilovechansung #5
Chapter 20: DongWoon is such a sweetheart! <3
ilovechansung #6
Chapter 15: NOT DRAGGY AT ALL!! I love this chap. Hahah. Forgive me. :/
sunfoolfinger #7
Chapter 30: Whooaaa is it L.Joe in the end of the story?
sunfoolfinger #8
Chapter 30: Whooaaa is it L.Joe in the end of the story?
JhunVicZel #9
Chapter 30: Byunghyun is back:) hehehehe (I guess)
Bloody_Vampire_JL7
#10
Chapter 30: Omg i am so loving this story! I cried several times!! I finished it in an hour or so, so freaking good!! Onto sequel~~