hold on

It's a sunny afternoon, it may rain soon but Jaehyun doesn't think of that. He's not thinking about anything else really, all he can see is her and all he can hear is his own heart beating like a drum against his ribcage. All he can focus on are the endless possibilities that lie ahead for him, for her, for them.

Them. 

It's not that he's nervous she'll reject him or turn him down, he's actually quite positive she'll say yes. It's what happens after that he's scared of, he risked too many friendships and hurt too many feelings. He has to do good, he's gotta, it would be wrong if he didn't. It would be too much of a waste if he were to let her go, so he'll keep his word. Keep her promises, and make sure she'll never feel hurt or disappointed once she's in his hands. 

But those are things that are easier said than done. 

Chaeyeon says yes. 

The first time they fight, it's quite petty but at the same time, he knew he had struck a nerve. He keeps apologizing, on and on, type then send and type then send and type then send and type... then send and then nothing. she's not even seen-zoning his chats nor is she even online anymore but he knows she's receiving these messages, she just chooses to ignore it and maybe it's for the best for now because she needs time to cool off.

He was only joking, but he should've stopped when she told him to stop. Now look.

He tries to put his phone down for five minutes but nope. 

I'm sorry Chae. Pleaaassseee. 

It's not until a full hour later that Chaeyeon decides to bestow mercy upon him.

It's fine. 

Not all the time are relationships full of daisies and rainbows and kisses and loving stares. <